Thursday, August 16, 2007
The true meaning behind these words !
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hmm..just get to know this song.."hen xiang ni"...it is really damm nice...maybe i'm too emo le bah..i cried when i listened to this song as it really show most of my feelings...often when i listen to it, I will have the feeling to cry again. Haiz..i'm still the same for those who keep calling and msging me...cause i really want some time alone for the time being, so dont think i will reply or pick up calls bah...sorry ar..if i wan to meet u all..i will give u all a call..even i know that u all concern and will be worried about me..but just let me be bah..as i said...just let me be for a few days...after i have finished all my crying and watever stuff..then i will go meet u all....
This is the 2nd day since we have broken up..just sad to say that...i haven't walk out of the love that she had given me...even i tried to flash back some of the feelings...but it just won't appear to me again...wat really appear was sadness and "heartbreak"...i know that i am not the only one who is sad...but i am not trying to exaggerate my feelings..but this is truly how i feel...as seem it is trying to devour me of no return...and make me drown in the pool of tears...
i'm not sure...not sure of how long i'm going to take to forget her...last time i used 4 year for amira..now?...i dont dare to think...casue this feeling is different from last time...this time have another feelings called despair...From the past..i learnt the feeling of sadness and "heartbreak"...but now i learn an additional feeling of that is despair...lol..everyone knows what these feelings are...but do u all know the true meaning behind these words..i bet not many of u know...cause these feeling will onli show when u had lost someone who u love deeply...then u will know the true meaning of these words...sadness, "heartbreak" and despair....." 深夜里, 回忆会疯狂来袭 "
"I just hope to sleep - And never wake up - Nothing left in this world - Can replace what you have taken...."

12:54 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...