--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I mean it...
I vow it...
I swear it...

I Am Right Here Waiting For You

" Everything is so clear is my mind right now..of what i wants and what i really needs..."

8:02 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Dont worry, everything is going to be alright...for if u dont believe....i will always be there...my door will always be open for you....as long as u need me...

"Still remember these words? --> No matter what happen, As long as u need me, I will always be by urside, to be there with you....i will vow it with my heart and soul.." I Don't want us to end up like this...

11:05 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
HAha....alright...my dad is back...but then..within 24 hours..they went to malaysia again...haha...not bad hur..both of my parents r gone..lol..but then they will be back by sat...so, that means..i have the house for myself and my bros for 1 and a half days..so great...hehee...=)...
hmm...did anyone go and see the moon on thursday tonight?....if u all know...that night is the full moon..how nice it is...but if u all miss it..dont worri..cause tonight...the moon will somehow still remain the same bah..haha...k la...think i better go sleep le..lol..cause i still have to wake them up in the morning...hope they can get to school on time?...haha..=P

" Every things is going to be alright...=) "
On this very nights, I been to punggol...sitting at some places to watch the full moon...and look in the direction of where u stay...i wanted to call you to come down..but after some thinking...better not...cause i know u dont wants to see me...
Juan, i really miss you...what can i do to get u back...or r u going to tell me again that every things had ended?....i really hope u will come back again...but i know that this will be a dream...if that really happen...and now, i can only said this word without u knowing it...I LOVE YOU.

3:04 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Breakfast at some coffee shop. Then we picked my dad up at the airport. It always feels weird when he comes back; it feels weird having a father again. It’s like there’s this one extra person around. I've been really used to not having a dad, ever since pri school he was always away, either in shanghai, kl or somewhere in china. Then for the past few years he’s been in shanghai, and now some place near shanghai. Ok, I think i'm being really emo here, but its just that I don’t like it when he’s gone, and yet I don’t like it when he’s back either. Sad....=(

Anyway its doomsday frm tmr onward, with O-level papers round the corner. I'm gg to have to face the music soon. So I know I gotta get off my lazy ass and start mugging. It’s already 24 days left to the big Os. I need a study plan and I need to stick it, either that or a HUGE miracle. And i’d be so so SO thankful if I could manage to pass my english too...>.<

Oh well, its time for me to take a bath and go to sleep. Short short days ahead.

" What can i say...? "
I love you so that i can make you stay again?..or should i show you how much i really love you...so that u will be back again?...='(

1:12 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Happy eating mooncake festival...haha...Hope most of you like the moon..cause it's really quite nice la..haha....anyway...hope u all enjoy the moon like i do....=)

"看着月亮， 让我想起那时我对你说的话。。。"

"Much misses..."

1:38 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
为什么你不要来问我？
为什么你不相信我？
难道，你对我的认识真的是那样的吗？
当我知道过后， 我只能看着我的眼泪像雨一样的落下，感到无能为力。。。
现在， 我已不知道什么叫 了。。。
因为你已完完全全摧毁它了。。。

" when i knew this, all i can feel is pain..."

11:34 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I wish for a dream...For I am not sleeping...
I wish for a fairytale...A start to let me hold on...
But feelings and truth are two different things...
When there was only me and you....

" A nice song..but yet fill with lots of things to say "

1:42 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I'm a paranoid lonely boy walking this earth;

constantly, relentlessly forgetting my worth.

If it weren't for this everlasting hurt,

maybe my mind wouldn't revert.

This passion seems okay for a little while;

sharing hugs and trading smiles.

Then I remember you may leave me too,

crying in this vast abyss, cold and blue.

I can almost grasp that evasive happiness
,
yet, at my fingertips it begins to regress.

I wish things could be just the way they are

and I could contently hold all my stars.

Smiling and jesting I try not to think;

now is enough, God forbid, don't blink.

Everything is going to be just fine.....

as long as she loves me when the sun rises.

"It has been 1 month and 13 days "

7:17 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
原来事实是多么的残酷
原来爱情是这么的伤人

3:55 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Alright...my day was filled with thrill today..haha..lol..went to TP for some stupid lesson...luckily, it is still useful..if not i will kill that person who bought me there...haha...after that...we almost spent 45 min, thinking of places to go...and in the end...we went to IKEA...to have some fun..lol..i must said that..i am lucky to still able to blog now....if not..u all will need to pay a visit to the hospital..>.<..haha....next went to kovan for some nice food...hehee...overall...it was fun..haha...cause it had been a long time since i went out..=P..lol..i know i know...i should stay at home to study...as O-level is coming soon....haha....but sometime..relax a bit is okie de la..hehee....=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY--> Yeong Sheng..

12:25 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I have enough...
Please don't add on anymore burden...
I really have enough...
Why can't you see with your own eyes...While u rather listen to others comments...
Why can't you just believe in me once....While trying to push things to the perfection...
Do you know that, I have been trying hard to survive...
Right now, you only know that...I didn't even try my best...
And then, you will conclude that your decision is always right...
But in fact...
I hated it a lot...

" I envy..."

12:45 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
"Just a simply wish"

When i wish that u will here with me and stay by my side....haha

alright...this few days i been up quite early...haha...went to some place which i dont like la...oops...but it is the truth...Every things there just seem so sain and dull...and nothing there to entertain me...maybe i should just ask some friends to accompany me there..hehee...lol..k la..tomorrow still needed to wake up early again..haiz..so sain...lol...nights and sweet dreams...muack...miss you...>.<

" when the world just revolve as usual...your life had already change dramatically"

1:23 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haha..sorry...rearrange my songs again..and now it had become the song from a secret garden once more..lol..i know, u all will once again say that i am being emotional again..but don't know why i just love this piece a lot...as if this music just let out all my feeling...those rhythm, consisted of both strong and weak melodic and harmonic beat seem to express out those missing toward someone i long....

2:57 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
1. (the person who tagged you is) - Wendy
2. (your relationship with him/her is) - My stupid mei..haha
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - Joker, Suan-er, blur, and sometimes dumb
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - Eh, nothing lei..can't think of one..haha
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - kor..can u be more optimistic?...haha
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - hmm..it will be hard la...hehee
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - pls treat me better..i am always bullied by her...=X
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - kill her..and throw her into the sea...hohoho
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - I dunno? We shall see when that day comes. then she will be dead by then...=}
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - No idea. she should be the one to do something for me..haha...=P
11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - Stupid...and dumb...always trick by me..lol..but is a ncie girl
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) - hmm...the worst person in the world, loner,damm emotional and always look on the bad side of life...haha
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) - Always being nice to others...understanding and caring..most importantly lovely..hehee...lol..=P
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) - my view in love-->it's either 100% or 0%..which always made me so sad in the end...=(
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) - Someone who will love me till the end and will not let go of my hand...=X
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) - I LOVE YOU ALL! :D
17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. Zhi jian
2. Neng li
3. hui ping
4. jeremy teo
5. Lionel
6. shyan mei
7. Wendy mei
8. Eunice
9. sammie jie
10. samamtha mei

(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - hmm..not sure..=P
(Is no.9 a male or female?) - Female
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - oh..yes..it will be a veri good thing..i would love to see this day come..haha
(What is no.2 studying?) - What a normal school girl studies.
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - hmm..at least 1 week ago
(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - As long as it's English songs and some chinese songs
(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - Yes, 2 younger sister.
(Will you woo no.3?) - Don't think so..haha
(How about no.7?) - No..unless i dont know her..haha..=P
(Is no.4 single?) - Yes. but he is wooing a girl..hehee..all the way man...
(What is the surname of no.5?) - Tan
(What is the hobby of no.4?) - Gaming..haha
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - Nope..cause they dont know each other...
(Where is no.2 studying at?) - East spring sec
(Say something casual about no.1) - A big bully...lol
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - I doubt so. cause i had fallen for someone else
(Where does no.9 live?) - not sure
(What colour does no.10 like?) - Dont know..haha...nv ask her before..
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - of couse...they r blood..lol
(Does no.7 like no.2?) - No la..if not it will be fun...haha
(How did you get to know no.2?) - Thought friend
(Does no.1 have any pets?) - No..think he hate pets...lol
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - OMG..u wan me to say she is the sexiest person in the world...haiz...

P/s: The no.1 - 10 are arranged randomly.

4:17 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

"like what this song had express...i will wait for you..."

2:54 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
To all my BLOODS, MEIS and FRIENDS...
A SONG DEDICATED TO YOU ALL...

" On The Side of Me "

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Cos everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

Thanks for always being there for me...
muacks..love you all lots

Thanks for putting up with all my craps...<3

"Everyone needs a friend to hold, when u r feeling cold inside...
Everyone needs a friend to care, when u r crying all alone...
All your friends will be there for you, when u have no places to go...
When nobody seem to care, Friends will choose to be on you side..."

4:03 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

I wont forget the promise that had been made.
The places we went.
And the things you said.
& our forth left fingers locked together tightly.
=)
I guess it`s for the best for the both of us.
Have faith and believe.
That one day, we`ll be together again.
But for now.
Be safe and take care always.
I`ll be waiting for the day to finally come.
and when it does,
We`ll be holding each other side by side.
Stonger than ever before.
Love always,
Seang

2:52 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Hmm.guess what is the date today? Haha, its 2nd of September…even I know that it had past the time, and today, I don't want to spend it at home but looked like I have no where to run and hide and have to stay at home....
it will be a long and cold night, memories seem to be a knife stabbing me every min,
I miss you...I must admit...
I love you…Its without a doubt...
I willing to wait for you...that is for certain...
How I wish u can once again be by my side...and tell me to sleep early...tell me to have all my meals...tell me this and that...how I wish I can listen to your voice that always make my day so sweet...How I wish…how I wish…How I wish

“ I love you ” these 3 words meant so much to me when you are not around…

“Why can’t I love you when I had fallen so deeply for you, and why can’t u love me when u already had feelings for me? “ These words had taken me a long time to figure out…but always to no avail. I can never get the answers. There have been a dream, that keep replaying within inside my mind…it show a scene of you…saying I love you and accepted to become my once more…even this dream lasted for a few sec…but it had became imprinted there…and often I would wake up and found out that it’s just a dream…which made me so moody, and after a while, I must controlled back my emotional…so as not to contrary to my usual nonchalant and controlled feelings in front of others…

But whatever it is…I only know that she is worth it…I know many of you forbid me for doing this…but like what I had replied you all…

It’s because I love her…

Because of this special feelings I had for her…she is worth it…

To you:

I still love you the way I am…

Still miss you the way I am…

Still care for you the way I am…

Those feelings in me had never change once…Will you willing to be my once again?

3 words, 8 letters and 1 meaning --> I Love you

"Like this piece of music.." Song form a secret garden "...Indicating a guy missing a girl he love and hoped she will come back once more..."

" 020507 " Why must you hide the date?...I know you still love me or maybe am i thinking too much?..or you fear that u can't let me go?...but i dare to sure that you still have feelings for me...shujuan,i will wait for you...and I really love you lots...<3

12:32 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
A reply to those questions being asked today...
why lei?]
...it's because i love her...
...just that simple...

"I'm always there"

2:05 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...