--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
HIHIHIHIHI...recently..watch a show call gong aka Princess Hours..wah,it's damm good lor because this show is one of the few kind that can make me cry or wat so ever de...but..watever it is...this show is GREAT..will like to intro to u (as u r now reading my blog..hehee.)..cause good thing need to share ma, then for those bad thing...can forget about it le..haha...Oo..btw..going to change song for my blog...actually had found one...but due to some prob..still cant upload it...sorri..pls kindly wait for it..cause i know that most of u come to my blog to listen to great song..hahaHAHA...lol..jkjk...this song is taken from the show call GONG..it's gong again..haha...no choice...cause it really too nice..cant wait for the season 2 to out..but still need to wait till next year around march then korean release..haiz..if wait for it to reach singapore...maybe around 2-3 month later?....but nvm..i will surly go and buy it de...hahaHAHA....okie..back to the topic about the song..haha...i damm love this song..cause it's one of the few song that can make me damm emotional and even cry..haha...as i say..Gong is a great show..if ya nv watch then its a waste...haha...k..i stop here...good night and sweet dream to all!!!
"Crying is not a sense of weakness...but is a sense of will that live in ur heart..and for a guys to cry it take a lot of braveness...even i know i always cry for nothing...or something..is meaningless but..crying is also another way of express urself...."the tears that is my eye now..is going to be the expression that i wanna keep deep down in my heart...and hope no one seem it"

12:39 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Today had been a unhappy day for me..as right in the morning..i being to emo..even till now i still emotional...tears flow out of my eye today 2 time...1st time was around 9am++...when its was around at chinese lesson...and 2nd time was after school..when i had just reach home...dont know wat happen to me today?...as i also dont know why i cried for..lol..its so stupid to cry for no reason...but i know the feeling in my heart..it so pain..and the feeling told me that...maybe some how or wat..it link to something...but i dont know wat is that something...all i can feel was pain...lonelyness...fear...scard of something and her....this is the feeling i go when i was crying...haha...sorri..to alll those who have been coming to my blog...cause all my post was aobut my sad prob..i know it boarding to read it..haha...really sorri...k..i stop here..got no mood to carry on...
"Even i have fren on my side..but dont know why?..why will i feel so lonely?..why i will feel so insecure?....and why i will feel so scared?..wat am i fear of ?..i really dont know wat to do...can someone come give me some warm and let me feel safe?"

6:49 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
today..around in the noon hear that peter got caught by police...then jian went to bail him out..then not long from just now..peter was back...he maybe have to go to jail...and monday he needed to go to court...wah..when i hear this..it was really WAT THE FUCK UP...why it had to happen?..okie,i know that it's wrong to steal but then..now this thing was happening to my fren...u all know how it was like to feel?..it just like receive a news that one of ur fren had die or wat ...really hope that he will not have any prob...and jian too...that fucking mr ong...why he so free ar..keep wanting to find our prob to expell us from school?......if he really expell jian from school...i will surly go talk to him de...dont care if he was the boss of the school or wat....i need to talk some fairness to him...okie.. i will stop here...now trying to get some beer to drink...damm moody now..haha..i know that my liver not good..sorri for those who care for me...
"Is our life often fill with this kind of lame shit thing?..keep having ppl to look down on us?..when ever others ppl done something wrong...they will always point finger at us...because we will just there to stop it..even we did something good..ppl will always turn it to wrong..cause every thing we do was just bad...then can u pls tell me....WHY WE R BORN?...AND WHAT IS OUR PRICE TO PAY TO MAKE U ALL TO BELIEVE US?"

3:47 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
My heart was numb by the pain you inflicted,it hurt so much and i wanted to be free from this pain...it's really hurt.....its killing my old self,day by day,night by night. i feeling my real self dying slowly..the heartache was unbelievable.

1:28 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hi..another post..but this time it's nothing happy...lol...haha...all of a sudden i felt that the whole world had left me behide...every one had a life to go on...but do i have one?...now..all my fren r happily going on with their life..but i think i had nothing in return...every day just go on and on...every day do the same thing...and every day miss the same person that i long for...wat so geart about life...it's just let me know that...born into this world is not to enjoy..but to suffer..all about suffer...maybe all my enjoy time is over..now onli left with suffer....lol...now n-Level is just 3 weeks away..and i got 1 thing to say...i think i going to fail it again...hahah...maybe it's my confiedent prob bah...thinkink of all my fren...they seem so carefree...maybe they also have prob...which they dont wanna talk about it..but among all of them..think i am the most problematic person bah.....i keep having prob about my own life and relationship...that will nv be a ending game for it...it will just keep going on..even u dont like it but the time will just drag u over to the next day...as people say...even ur life is a failure...u still need to walk on...really hope that god can send me a angel to clear all my thing away....
"Even till now i can still remember how clearly u smile to me when we r still together..but no matter now clearly i can remember..those sweet smile will nv belong to me...really wanna hug u tight when u r just 1 step away from me...but think that chance will nv happen..still remember those msg that u and i send to each other before?....when ever i look at it...i can feel those feeling that comtain in the msg...think u also can feel my?...but after that day..all ur msg dont attract any more feeling into it.....and from that day..i know that i had lose u...no matter how hard i try..u will nv look at me once more with those eye again...."

12:33 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
today got lot of things man...haha...firstly...one of my best fren haohao..finally got the no from the girl he long dream le...congrats to him...lol....after dragging for 2 LONG month finally he dare to go and ask for it....haha...really FINALLY...gosh. then after that we went for a movie name"The Host"..hmm..still not bad la..but the ending seem weird to me...as i dont know wat it's trying say la....secondly...we go meet up with my guild fren...yay...they will at there playing lan game lor...wah...told us that they will wait for us de,but in the end they go on without us...sad....thirdly...okie...to weiwei,jianjian and those in 120 waiting for my present..sorri la..cause was with them ma..then somemore i promise them that i will pei them till 2am++ like that...so dont wanna go down le lor...sorri...sorri...i know u all miss me but sometime make u all miss me a bit then u all will know that...wah..without seangseang is a bit sain lei..miss his cold lame jokes..hahaHAHA..okie la...i stop here..pls stay turn for my next post...it will onli get more interesting...hahaHAHA...
"Does time really can make me forget u?..but from wat i have known..time onli make me miss u more then ever and let my feeling grow stronger for u!....maybe i still haven meet the one that i wish for?....hope time really can change every thing..."

4:13 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
just come back form supper..lol..went out to eat and then go for a walk...cause being emotional again...wat happen again lei?...i also not sure myself...cause it seem meaningless to me...i'm sad because i think of her again...then again..emo..haiz..always like that de..dont know when i can stop it...a failure is always a failure.....hahaHAHA...okie..just now go for a walk...and as uaual walking alone at the street at night is cool and breeze...maybe today my heart is sinking bah..lol...k la...end here le..going to sleep....pls wait till my post....hehee
"u know wat..just now i went back to those place we use to been...even it's near our house..but it still so vivid inside my mind...and my tear flow down when i reach the place where we use to walk back together..when i seeing u home...as i was walking..i can feel that u r there..just right beside me...but the pain in my heart bring me back to reality..it's just told me..that u r just not there...and no matter how hard i try..u will nv be there again...and so..i just walk on...hoping to stop the tears in my eye"

3:39 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...