--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
看不见你的笑...我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近...我却抱不到
没有地球...太阳还是会绕
没有理由...我也能自己走

你要离开..我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开...那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

Can guess what is the name of this song?....haha,,guess lots of your may have heard it ?...lol..but for me i find it suit my liking...hohoho....because of these words that were being posted up...

" 我一 直在盼望着那么一天"

11:43 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Both mentally and physically is going to made me sleepless tonight....

Mentally--> The feeling of insecure and uncertain i had now
Physically--> My liver is acting up.....WTH..at a time like this...

Overall mood for today : Feeling fuck up and irritate with all this....

It's going to be an sleepless night.....

"Once again break down..."

11:34 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
看着你哭的时候特别奇怪
想给的安慰总是说不出来
为何这爱总是拼凑不起来
现在的你为何笑的那么愉快
因为你我可以永远在这等待
因为你我不会再悲哀
Don't Say Goodbye
我还不想离开
Don't Say Goodbye
能不能从头再来
Don't Say Goodbye
这一切开始的太快
让我静静一个在这发呆
Don't Say Goodbye
我还不想离开
Don't Say Goodbye
能不能从头再来
Don't Say Goodbye
请不要忘记我的爱
让我静静一个在这发呆
不想离开

6:29 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Can u feel what i am feeling now?...It is still the same...
I still love you

12:05 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Hohohoo...u all know what...Today i onli had my breakfast...which mean 1 meal in total...zomg...i too wanted to eat lunch but no time...and dinner?...my mun did not cook dinner tonight...>.<
arggg,,i am so hungry...haha..and no one in my family wanna help me to buy food....>.<...haha I'm going die of hunger soon..=x.... haiz... 就忍一忍到早上吧.....>.<....=P

" ‘It’ll get better’ is what they all say...But right now I can’t ever see this pain going away..."

8:51 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
=(

6:28 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
看着这数不完雨滴...我的脑海里出现了一个熟悉的身影...让我感到温心, 心慰和怀念...

" though I try so hard to open my eyes....this tear that falls will never dry"

11:44 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haha...okie..firstly wish those talking O-level de ppl best luck hur...=)...and of couse myself la...hehee...but anyway..thanks ying jie first...thanks her for always be there for me...even though she is only 24 years old..but then she really looked like a mother to me..."ying jie..i know that u always wants me as a son....but too bad..maybe in my next life?...>.<"......OO...not to forget mention ying jie de BF..who is my Dad?...lol...thanks to you too...still remember that time?...when i sat alone at that parkway bus-stop?...thanks for your ride hur....=P..if not..i will cry home for my stupidness in walking to there without bringing anything....=X....haha..don't worry ying jie...i will still try to control it....as i have been controlling them....after 17 more days...okie?...=)...think i will end here le...=)..nights and sweetest dream....

" There's always someone visualizing inside my mind..."

11:42 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
好吧! 先來一首歌的歌词叫:

最愛還是你

沒開口的話　怎樣才能懂
我好想把畫面　倒帶回頭
你留在我心中　熟悉的表情
每個溫暖純白的記憶 　穿越了距離

擁擠的人潮　沒有人知道
我偷偷想你　嘴角就會笑
不要說對不起　也不要問原因(不要再問原因)
就讓世界不停的向前　別忘記從前

最愛的還是你　這是我的決定 (沒有人能代替)
像宇宙相對的星　互相吸引　慢慢就會靠近
還是要愛你　時間會證明　我愛你的勇氣 (沒有人能代替)
牽著你的手　才知道是永久
(一輩子不放手)

這一次我放棄了所有　只為了能與你相遇

这一首歌或許不好听, 但歌词却佷不错...=D
最近發生了蠻多事情, 不知要怎麼說才好
每天都在倒數, 每天都在重複
很無奈很無助
人生就像沒有精彩 沒有火花 沒有驚喜
我想時間应该能解決一切?, 就暂时先自然而然吧!
因為我也不知道要怎样解決...

12:41 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Alright...Going to post up this poem...it's being edited by 3 ppls and some days?....haha..no choice la...due to my poor English i will have to ask for their help...>.<
Even though i planned to pose up this up on 2nd...but the editing of it is needed...=Pp
Okie..firstly thanks those who helped me....-->simin, James, Ying jie...
And today i finally got it back...=)..finally hur...as all of them r working adult..and they always keep saying that they r busy stuff and that....=X..hehee...

This poem is being dictated to someone...

Confessions from my heart

I just want you to know that you've been on my mind,
And I can't do a damn thing to help me pass the time,
Lately I've been up high, but then I've down low,
But when I was with you, everything just seemed to flow,

See, you could search for love and take a different road,
But why do that because for you loves been kindly bestowed,
And when you feel as if your heart is leading you astray,
Listen a little closer to your heart before you choose your way,

But maybe I'm a stupid fool for wanting you so much,
For all the times I'd staying at somewhere waiting for no one,
It's hard to remind myself that what we once had is gone,
Though my god, it's been so hard for me...thinking of moving on,

And maybe I should be locked away from ever seeing your face,
Though tears of sadness can not explain how I feel and you can't be replaced,
I miss your smiling face and how you brought out the best of me,
I feel like I'm on my knees pleading you to set me free,

With every minute rolling and every passing day,
More words and feelings that I hold...keep being locked away,
And I can't explain how hard it is to pretend to be okay,
When deep down inside I'm lying to myself in each and every way,

And for a while I started to wander down the road of no return,
Falling for someone who once took my heart but left an incredible burn,
And for a while I thought that love was finally coming back to me,
But why fall for someone who once had your heart but then threw it off to sea,

But how stupid could I be, to want you to want me,
To think that I could finally open this locked door with a key,
And for all my wretched thoughts that constantly keep me up at night,
Could all disappear as if everything I've ever wanted was finally coming in sight,

You took my heart with every word you ever said,
So when you left...my heart soon became dead,
It shattered on the floor but the pieces are slowly being mend,
Though through this painful heartache, I still want you back
I Love You...

Some of you may think that I am dumb...but I'm just only being turth to myself....Cause no matter what...it just seem that i will never forget her...."I only wants you back"...

" Whatever u do...where ever u go...I will always be right here waiting waiting for you <3"

1:37 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
我又開始想念你了

"memories 飘荡如空气
明知你在那里
却又难以跨越的距离
我们在放弃
涂白了记忆
以为就可以伪装无邪的美丽."

"My heart will still be in pain
From the love I lost
And the loves I once had.."

6:32 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
whohoh...woke up in the morning at around 7 plus...then slack till now...cause my emotion states is still not stable...wth...it has been one night le...and some more i went to sleep...but then those emotion is still there...omg...can someone pls just get rid of it pls....

Right now i was listening to some old songs...but what really caught my attention was this song...i used to love this song a lot...cause it really can state out those simple...yet unspeakable feelings inside of me...haha..then i shall put up the things i wanted to say from this song....and meanwhile enjoy the song-->你..我都是傻瓜...=D

我是笨蛋 我就是笨蛋
后悔也迟了 我知道 无法再回头
我真的错了 实在对不起
那时没有说 是我太傻
我焦虑地乞求原谅

在疯狂的想念中堕落
因为依然爱着 所以依然流泪
我们曾经多么艰苦地共同到现在
没有你我无法继续生存
我很后悔... 當初沒有說出的話
用了一切方法來忘記 我依然流泪...依然爱着
因為我是真的很愛妳

Yup...this is all the things i wanted to tell someone...
Even you may not believe...and i actually did nothing to prove it...but..all along...I'm always there... 從來都沒有離開過...Still waiting at that same old place...

" Looking at the raining sky
For some reasons my heart aches
Without realizing, my eyes are moist "

12:30 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Will there be enough smile to cover up the sadness in me ?
Tears just flowed...without me knowing it...How i wish i can stop it but it just seem to be keep coming....

6:32 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Those controlled Sorrow had break free...
And they just dropped...without me knowing it

Trapped in the past,I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
All I want to do is find a way back into love...
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that
I'll be there for you in the end

" It just hurts...so much...and it's uncontrollable "

2:20 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
用這一首歌來表達我的心聲

4:58 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Hoho...u all must be wondering... how can I wake up so early in the morning right...hehee.hmm, i also don't know myself either...lol…but most probably becasue of a dream which i had just now...even thou this dream has a lot of loop hole…and i had tried collecting these dream pieces together...but there still seem something is missing...haha.lol...maybe i have forgotten about it le bah...but there is one scene i remember clearly in my mind...
--> hmm...i was waiting for the red light to turn green...and then i heard someone calling me across the street, which was a girl, she seem happy to see me…lol... and she come walking towards me…okie..From here is quite drama…. lo…all of a sudden a car run over her…then u all know what happen la…I run toward her direction and hold her…then I was crying and don’t know what I was talking to her…think it’s about something to call her not to leave me or what…then she being to whisper to me…and I can’t remember what she had said…lo…even I tried to recall but to no avail…then after that de...I just remember I cried till very the what…. and after a while I woke up le…and when i woke up...there are actually tears in my eyes, as felt i was really crying.....

lol…as I said…there r many loop hold in between. But there are a few things left me thinking…

1^st --> I don’t even know her. Why I am crying for her…and cry till want to die like that…lol…

2^nd --> what did she said to me…lol.i just can’t remember a single things she said…>.<

Lastly What is the girl’s name…I remember in my dream I did called her…but then I also cant remember the name…. lol…=x

hmm..even it is just a dream..but all those feelings are so damm genuine....just as if i have lose someone very dear to me....

8:01 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
My emo-sickness is back again...='(

I have so many things to say..but yet I don't know how to express it out...is it true that I don't know how to or I just don't feel like saying it ?.....cause whatever I say now, everything is still going to be the same...nothing will ever change by just a few words i say....so what to do? Keep it then..like what ying jie they all had told me...=(

" I wanted to tell someone about it..but that someone will never listen to me again "

2:03 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haha...i can't sleep...=X...because right now I'm Missing you...missing u like mad...
hmm..after so long..i think it's time to reveal it le bah...haha...lol...can't sees the different?..then too bad...=P

3:35 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
" If only you know... "

6:23 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

hmm...halo..halo...I'm back....hoho..haha...just now went for a movie..and it's with meng wee..I know...i know...its sound gay when 2 guys went for a movie...haiz.i also don't want de ma. But then no choice la...>.<.....hehee...btw...balls of fury suck okie....and this was the movie we watched...out of 10 I give a 3.5 !....cause it's really suck...and this is actually the first time a movie bored me....boring....=X...if ya wanted to go watch...still can go try....=)...haha..."really not nice la...=P" ...then went for supper with him again which v'
sound gay again...haha....Oh ya...all viewer, if can pls don’t go to the prata shop where is located near superbowl in kovan...cause their services suck to the core...we waited half an hours just for 1 plain prata...wth right...lol...k la shall stop here...Nights and sweet dreams...Sleep tight..=D

" Sometimes things r better left to be unsaid...."

12:53 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
omg..omg...now my house is full of peoples.....got 7 relatives came over to my house and now my house is fill with 14 ppl in a small 4 room flat...>.<....haha...what really noisy is those 3 children..even thou they r cute and nice..but then...they really know how to make my house lifely hur...=P...hehee...will took some photos of them to post up...=D....they really cute alright..hehee...and what really important is that..they actually call me papa....*Shy*...even thou i called them to say de la...*gosh*....but their screaming, this and that really make me faint....>.<...

" Wow, now my house is really in a mess hur...fill with ppl and fill with noise...hehee...>.<" "

2:53 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haha...just came back from outside...hehee, anyway..went to ps today to have my dinner...PASTAMANIA..yay yay...=)..haha....but what really interest me and love is the dessert they have...called...chocolate mosses...wooo, it's damm nice okie...and when ever i ate it...i will always have that stupid face...and it really made me so embarrased..especially today..when i ate it...there actually some group of lady having their meal too...that suddenly one of them said," haha...his expression is cute when he eat that..."..that my face turn red lor..haiz..pai sie lei..>.<..make me lose face..haha...anyway..i got to go le...haha...still needed to study..bibi...=) "A Great day i had today...=) "
2nd...where this day is forever i remember in my heart and memories...because it's the onli way i can feel you...when u r not by my side...=P

12:15 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Hoho.... all right...start from yesterday first...early in the morning around 9 plus...I actually did something stupid hur.lol.haha.cause I went swimming with my bro at hougang there...>. <.... Actually I don’t wan to go de...cause I’m lazy I must said. But due to the number of days I cant sleep. I decided to go. As it will help in my sleep.haha...and it did...=).... after that went to have Mac and then went home lor.haha...what else. Then slack the whole day...=P hmm.as for today. Woke up in the morning then change le jue go school le...as usually...school is nothing-great la.lol...if u all can’t sleep at night. Call me. And I will tell u what I did in school.haha; I confirm it will bored u till u fall asleep ar.haha.okok...that it for now. Later in the night I will blog again.=) " Should I or Shouldn’t I? "

You seem to know what i am thinking...and yes, i wants to patch back with you...will u willing to accept it?

5:26 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...