--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Haha...I'm back to blog again...=)...lol..sorry to all my friends hur...this 2 weeks i been out..and cant spent much time with u all....so just beg with it a while ya..=)...haha..okie...i will be back at around 10 plus tonight...but then i think i will be meeting james,simin and ying jie plus her BF?...haha..i going to thank him man...he finally tag me...His "First Time" haha...lol...Happy happy happy..hoho...then tomorrow most probably going for BBQ at around night time..=)..Finally Another year is coming...There is so much memories in this year of 2007..which i will never forget....=)..haha..right now i am reading a story book which hold many different story..but mostly is about love..haha...and their story was short and nice but there is one such story that caught my attention...and lots of memories was flashing thought me when i was reading it...and of course..slowly my mood was turning moody with the help of song...

Hereby declare the Story by Sean Reed

Perhaps Tomorrow Will End without the Tears

The sun is slowly settling down below the horizon for the night as the somber looking boy carefully shifts his car into first gear. Methodically he turns on the headlights and fastens his seatbelt as he turns his car onto the road and melts into the evening traffic. As his car drifts down the road, no one notices the tear slowly trickling down his cheek. All seems strangely quiet to him, as if the world is silently floating by, unreal and dreamlike. His world isn’t a dreamland though. His dream has turned out to be just that—a dream.
He is supposed to be over this by now. That is what he tells himself. He isn’t though. There weren’t any angry words or slammed doors. It was nothing like that at all. Perhaps it would have been easier that way. Being angry would make it easier to put it behind him. Easier, but not better. There isn’t any reason to be angry though. And, more importantly, he doesn’t want to be angry. Not at her, anyway. He hurts inside—deeper than ever before.
The light is red. The car slows to a stop. That’s the way he feels right now. He feels like his life has come to a stop. Nearly all his dreams were wrapped up in her somehow, or at least included her in them. It isn’t that she suddenly walked out of his dreams, nor did he abruptly walk out of hers. They had talked. It was the best for both of them, they thought. Yes, it was. He can accept that. But why does his heart feel like it is torn in two? Why is he driving home with a tear trickling down his face?
He glances out the window as the road takes him past a cozy country diner. The door opens and, for a split second, he sees inside. A happy young couple sits across from each other at a small table with a look spread across their faces that only two people in love can have. Memories flood back into his mind. Memories of what use to be and isn’t any more. He will never be able to look at her like that anymore. A special smile or tender gaze will never be shared again. She was the first one, the only one to him. How could there ever be anyone else? The tear has company now as more find their way down his face. He glances down at the speedometer.
A brown sign looms ahead. The park is down the road to the left. As he sees the sign, regrets flood his mind. She had wanted to go to that park with him before. Other things had come up and they didn’t go. They could go tomorrow, he remembered assuring her. But tomorrow hadn’t worked out either. He wishes now he had taken her. There are other regrets. Yes, so many regrets. Why hadn’t he taken advantage of more opportunities to let her know how special she was, how much he cared? Why hadn’t he created more opportunities to do the same? He can’t anymore. He wants to call her, tell her that he still loves her. He really does still care. That is why the tears are streaming down his face.
Perhaps the tears are a little selfish. He’s crying because he’s hurt, because he’s lost the girl that meant so much to him. He’s also crying because he knows that she’s hurt, because she has lost the boy that meant something to her. He wants to think that he had meant much to her, but he had never been sure about that. He loved her, yes, and still does. Even now, when he hears that she is going through difficulties, or when people put her down, it hurts him. She’s still the girl he loves. Why can’t he just forget, as if this had never been?
He sees home, with the front light still on, as he rounds the last corner. A faint smile peeks through the tears as he thinks of his parents leaving the light on for him. But the smile is quickly drowned beneath the tears. He has to get through this. He knows he will. He is working through it but deep down in his heart, he still wants her back. Yesterday hadn’t ended this way. Perhaps tomorrow will end without the tears. Wishing to tell her one last words." I Love you, no matter what happen "

"Some called it Lost love but some called it True love...to me...my love for you will clings to my heart forever, no matter how much pain it has caused, no matter how many tears have fallen..I still do love you"

3:47 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hihi...let guess where i am now..hehee....lol...so everyone missing me?..lol..must be..cause from the day i left singapore...my eye had been so itchy since the start of the next day...wth...and now my eye become red red liao..>.<....=P..haha....okie..now i'm in singapore...finally back from holiday...haha....hmm..the trip was nice and tried out lots of new food and stuff...lol..and also and also and also this and that....lol..too many things liao la....cant finish it...and oh u all know what...on 25/12/2007..i went back to malaysia for 1 day..and how nice..i actually fell down from my motor...wth..now my leg damm nice ar...wan to see more?..just meet me...hahahahaha...lol..okie..will upload some pic later on...=)..meanwhile...I will go bath first..=D

@@..Friends..remember to collect chocolate from me..hehee...i had prepare almost for everyone...=D..and thanks for the Chirstmas cards u all sended to me...happy..happy..happy..=D

我出国的这段日子里, 我非常地想妳

Labels: I'm back...=) Much misses....

2:11 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Haha..alright...I will be leaving in less then 24 hours times..hohoho..finally hur...lol...can go oversea for some Holiday...=P.....and thxs those who send me msg of wishing me luck and so for...^~^...and also some who send me msg of wish u bad luck...I shall not indicate who la...hor...u know yourself when u sees this hor...haha...>.<...okie..maybe away for 1 or 2 weeks cause still not sure what places can I go...lol....once confirm le still have to see if there will enough money...-_-....damm ma fan man...lol...=X...hahahahaha

Merry Christmas To You All

hehee..since I wont be in Singapore for chirstmas
so here an early wishes to you all...may this day of joy be celebrate with all you loved ones...=D...hmm,come to think of it...where will I be, when Christmas day come?..haha...it will still be a mystery...lol..k la..then I shall stop here....=)...
Hoped every one enjoy their day and of course pls do not miss me ya..haha...I know that some of you surly will miss me de....Especially Nengli hor..haha..more nightmares...=P

"不知为什么...但就是会有这种感觉"

此时的我好想send妳一个msg...跟妳说,"妳愿意陪在我身边吗?"
但我却没有...因为在我脑海里,我已可以看到妳的答复了.

11:44 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
whohoho...today...went to archery class as usual..haha...and guess what....jing ting was in shock when i called her early in the morning...to ask her what time we meeting..and then she can actually tell me that...Omg, u actually called me in the morning..i still thought that u will be sleeping and am about to give u a morning call...>.<....WTH right...haha...lol...okie la...Oo..The time and date had been confirm and i will be leaving at this Saturday...at night time..hoho...my first stop will be at shanghai...and most probably will be back after 1 week or 2 weeks times...=) K la..then i shall stop here..later going to meet simin they all...Better dont miss me ya...=D

我也是...好想妳...好想见到妳...
我也一样...一直在我们曾经到过的地方...努力寻找着妳的身影...
虽然明知在那时间, 妳不可能会在...但还是会去寻找着妳的身影...
我真很想妳...但妳.....不会在来了吧!...=(

9:21 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haha....just came back from my primary school gathering..hmm..it was fun and exciting...haha...>.< it has been quite a long long time since i last saw them..and some becoming more prettier and some more handsome...haha...alright...now i'm at home..of course at home la..if not how i blog..lol...then a while more...I'm going out for dinner again...=P

okie..here r some of my late post..>.<...okie..let start form Thursday..=)

13/12/2007

Hmm..woke up at around 1 plus....then went to archary class at 3pm...with jing ting..hohoho...sorry ar...maybe next week cant pei u go liao..haha....sorry...>.<...then after that went to have dinner with her and home sweet home after that...=)

14/12/2007 and 15/12/2007

This day I am staying at home until night time when someone jio me go out play marjong..=P..then play through the night till next morning...hoho..after that at sat...I slept for the whole day..till sunday..=(

16/12/2007

Sunday..went to concert with some of my friends..hehee..thanks for the ticket...really thanks a lot ar..hahaha.....it was nice and after which we went for supper and chat till 2plus....and james thanks for the ride home....=)

17/12/2007

This particular day...i went out again...went out in the morning at 11 plus to town to settle some bills then take mrt to woodland to meet jia hao, my dear sis xiao hui and my brother.....then we went to RP for some tour...and know what...RP is big and nice in the sense...as almost the whole place is in air-con...whohohoho....nice right...haha...and also a nice place for dating too..=P..and later on we caught a movie named-->Alvin and the Chipmunks...haha..omg man...they are so cute can especially Theodore...argg....it is fat.."yay right" but then...it is sweet and chubby..argg,i had fallen in love with him...^-^

haha..okie..that will be all.=)...wait till my next post...once i have comfirm the time and date i will announce it...hehee...=D

有可能妳不信, 但我还是很爱妳 .

7:56 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
痛...还是会痛.....=(

" The greatest grief does not come from despair..but come from the heart for not giving up "

6:32 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Halo..peeps...long times no see..hohoho....Miss me?....haha...even thou i know that there are still days before x-mas..but then i can't wait till that day le...hohoho....Christmas day is coming to town.....muhahahahaha....>.<

Hmm...my day for today was fun..hehee....woke up at around 2pm plus..thanks to Ong Jing ting...=P...for keep bomb-ing my phone ar...but then feel kinda bad la..lol...because that poor girl had been calling my Hp from 1pm and then i work up at 2pm...=x..oops..sorry la..but then really thx a lot..if not i will have miss the class today le...=D...haha..then went for Archery class from 3pm to 5pm...hmm, for that..it was damm fun...=D..hahah...

okie.. think i will stop here as it's time for me to fall asleep le...haha...cause tomorrow have work...>.<...nights and sweetest dreams ppls...muack..miss u all lots...=D

" 我只能痴痴地看着我手机里的那个号码,却怎么都没有勇气按下. "

2:43 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...