Friday, August 31, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
我真的很愛你..
妳願意再給我一个机会嗎?


5:09 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Thursday, August 30, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
You are only a child once, they say
Live it as best you can
People come and people go
You will have to understand


Soon you'll learn promises may be broken
And dreams can come undone
With each day, you'll grow and grow
And you'll learn... not to run


For no matter what road you choose
Pain will tag along
But one day, you'll stop and realize...
You've found where you belong


Life isn't always easy
You need someone to help pull you through
So when the times are at their worst
You'll know just what to do


I've felt love, I've felt pain
And I've had a little in-between
I 've done my share of things I regret
And said things I didn't mean


I thought I'd found... forever
I thought I'd never lose at love
But when 'forever' ended
It was a message from above


There is pain followed by pleasure
And pleasure followed by pain
One of them leads to the sunshine
The other one leads to rain


11:37 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I break down once again...I'm losing control of my emotion...in no time..the tears are getting uncontrollable...as it seems that the sadness that had been swelling inside of me is inevitable...no matter how hard i tried to lock them up...they just seem to have ways to break free...

" it will always end with tears in my eyes "


11:10 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...


--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I Cry...-->Westlife

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell
Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you
Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again


12:28 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...


Is exit the best choice?
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Sometimes, a good memory can be a blessing, and sometimes, it can be a curse..when a fading relationship makes me wishful for the way things used to be.People enter and exit my life, and sometimes exits are for the best even i thought that this day will nv come...

"我无法去适应没有你的世界 "


1:10 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

It's the end
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Even if we can't be together, I'll still follow on those memories, To see the same happiness as you do...
Even i really wanted to go to where you are, but looks like this is the end...
I will try not to cry as i shared beautiful memories with you...
But why is there a sad feeling swelling inside of me, no matter what i feel, you will not be here anymore...
Even just a while, I really want to be with you...
I love you most of it and the feeling is still so strong..but whatever i do,
You won't hold onto my hand anymore...
...so now...
I must tell myself that...
...it's really the end...


12:08 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Sometimes, things are better to be left unsaid


11:29 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Monday, August 20, 2007

Now and Forever
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Won't you give me another chance and just sentence me to death?

"拼命想挽回的从前, 在我脸上依旧清晰可见"


2:02 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...


Back to your heart...
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...


Song dedicated to......

Back To Your Heart

It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew CHORUS
The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
Cause your love is so amazing
Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl CHORUS
The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
Give me one more chance
Give me one more chance
Give my love to you, give my love, my love
Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
Tell me CHORUS
The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
I turn back time, To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead, Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart
The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
BACK TO YOUR HEART!...

"
Breathing seems so hard to do now"


3:18 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Loneliness Knows Me By Name
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I'm feeling so Empty and lonely

我很想你, 你知道吗? ='(


2:22 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...


我还爱着你!
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
我在哪里? 你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有 曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记 只是种好意
在深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你 你知道吗
如果可以 就让我再见你
美好微笑 清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我 一个而已
我很想你 听见了吗?
这是唯一 我无解的困境
那些过去 不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你

"Best of luck for your exam..=)"

"我的世界看起来就快毁灭了"

"我忍住的情绪眼前不會表露出來"


12:00 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Thursday, August 16, 2007

The true meaning behind these words !
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hmm..just get to know this song.."hen xiang ni"...it is really damm nice...maybe i'm too emo le bah..i cried when i listened to this song as it really show most of my feelings...often when i listen to it, I will have the feeling to cry again. Haiz..i'm still the same for those who keep calling and msging me...cause i really want some time alone for the time being, so dont think i will reply or pick up calls bah...sorry ar..if i wan to meet u all..i will give u all a call..even i know that u all concern and will be worried about me..but just let me be bah..as i said...just let me be for a few days...after i have finished all my crying and watever stuff..then i will go meet u all....

This is the 2nd day since we have broken up..just sad to say that...i haven't walk out of the love that she had given me...even i tried to flash back some of the feelings...but it just won't appear to me again...wat really appear was sadness and "heartbreak"...i know that i am not the only one who is sad...but i am not trying to exaggerate my feelings..but this is truly how i feel...as seem it is trying to devour me of no return...and make me drown in the pool of tears...
i'm not sure...not sure of how long i'm going to take to forget her...last time i used 4 year for amira..now?...i dont dare to think...casue this feeling is different from last time...this time have another feelings called despair...From the past..i learnt the feeling of sadness and "heartbreak"...but now i learn an additional feeling of that is despair...lol..everyone knows what these feelings are...but do u all know the true meaning behind these words..i bet not many of u know...cause these feeling will onli show when u had lost someone who u love deeply...then u will know the true meaning of these words...sadness, "heartbreak" and despair.....


" 深夜里, 回忆会疯狂来袭 "

"
I just hope to sleep - And never wake up - Nothing left in this world - Can replace what you have taken...."


12:54 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Memories...
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Looking at those photos and msgs that we used to take and send..really saddens me a lot..cause we used to be seem so lovely last time ..but now things just isn't the same anymore...haha, i really dont bear to delete it away, cause i really hope that i can keep it for my own memories but i know that the longer i take to delete them away, the pain i going to inflicting on myself is greater.....i'm now looking at those pictures and trying to delete them away, but i just cant do it ..once i delete them away, i will nv have another chance to look at it again....looking at it...really brings back lot of memories and those days we had appears vividly infront of me...then wat next...tears of saddness welling down from my eyes..i really just dont know wat to do...i just feel so helpless......do u know that u r the onli one who made me cried so much... i kept telling myself that even if we patch back..things and feelings will not be the same anymore...but i just cant help to have this feeling...telling me that there is still hope...i know that is a lie...as heartbreak and Loneliness just seemed to be reminding me that it is all gone,Those happy times and those sweet memories....it is all gone forever...='(
so just let me keep these photos and msgs a while more ya...cause right now...no matter how hard i try i just cant press the delete button...sorry..='(


3:16 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...


Thank you !
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Thx to those who care for me...but i really need some days and time to fully suppress my feelings...and of couse i still remember that O-level is coming my way...so just let me be for the time being bah...=)

" Really thanks for all those things u have done...even we cannot be lovers..but still, hope we can still be friends...will u accept my friendship? "

"No matter how sad and 多 捨不 得 i am going to be...i will slowly give up on u..."


2:42 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

"Can someone just stop my tears for me? "
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Thx for all the happy memories that u had gave me...i will nv forget de..nv in my life...even i really dont wan to let u go..but looks like it is time...really thxs for those past 3 months...it has really been the happiest days of my life...thxs...

"Thx for everything... "

"What can i do to get u back?..."

"No matter how hard i cling onto something...it will always just appears not to be mind.."


2:05 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Friday, August 10, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Haha..this is a song by westlife...lol..but i really just cant sleep..had been on bed trying to sleep for around few hours liao..but i just cant sleep...

I miss you-Westlife

I can't sleep, I just can't breathe
When
your shadow is all over me baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in
your eyes
'Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with
you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss
you...
What would it take, for
you to see
To make
you understand that I'll always believe
You and I, can make it through
And I still know, I can't get over
you
'Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with
you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby I miss
you, I do...
'Cause when our love always fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with
you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss
you, I miss you
I do...I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with
you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart

Oh baby I miss
you, I do...

Even this can do nothing...but i just want to post it..haha...k la..now trying to get some sleep back...hope i can fall asleep bah..haha..


4:44 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

100 days..=D
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
it had been 100 days since i'm with her..haha...even things didn't turn out well for us now...but i strongly believe that..we can last long...100 days..yay yay....haha...<3

"100 days...even thou i had been planning to be with you on this day..but nv expect that..i will spend it alone..."


5:03 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Monday, August 06, 2007

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Haha…u all know what? This few days I have been studying…which is so rare…haha…but really feels tired man. Never in my life did i study so much. But no choice la…O-level is coming. And it is 2 months away…wth...I got no time le.=P

Okie...some Dawn Yeoh pics to entertain...=X

"Will I have the patience to wait till that day…or do I really think that this is nothing?"

"sometimes it is better not to have such a sharp and sensitive feeling"



11:50 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I really need you.!
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

All I know is...I need you...pls don't leave me...my heart feels empty without your care, love and misses...pls…don’t treat me as if everything is going to end…and just leave me hopeless here, not knowing what to do…='(


"
What can I do to salvage…I hope its still not too late…or I’ll make myself regret "


2:23 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

The route is his.

Leon Teh
19+this year
First Cry: 27 Jan 1989
This is my channel, my life And you add colours into it. Take a peek You may be one of the treasured.
E-mail-->Kightzzz@hotmail.com

Have you smile today?

我明白什么是温柔, 什么是相聚离开...
可是有时候, 我宁愿选择留恋不放手...
也许你会明白....什么是相思的哀愁...





Wishes

` Wish-->
` Wish to have lot of money"Omg,who dont wan that"
` Wish to have have all my comic being display" Haha...i got LOT of comic.REALLY LOT"
` Wish to have good result"But this will onli shown when i work hard...haha"
` Wish to have LOT and LOT of fren"Knowing more ppl is fun...cause it's like learning new thing from them"


Who's Affair

Inspiration of my life

samantha mei
lionel
shiyi
sammie jie
hui ping
Zhi jian
Shyan mei
yvonne
Wendy mei
NengLi
Meiyu
Jeremy teo
Huijuan
Xueling
Yien
MeiSiew
Yeong Sheng
Shujuan
Jia en
Peggy
Yanling
Eunice Chua
YongLi
Would you be there?
Would you be there?
Would you be there?

Credits

Designer; 12
Image; 1
Host; 1
Yall right reserved 2007


Waiting for you




春蚕吐尽一生丝,莫教容易裁罗绮.

无端剪破,仙鸾彩凤,分作两边衣.

双飞双叶又双枝,薄情自古多离别

从头到底,将心萦系,穿过一条丝。