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omgomg..my one year one time de birthday finally coming..le..omgomg...did u all prepare the present oready?...i bet u all have..hehee...now...all u have to do is wait for me to go and collect it...hehee.....hahahahahahahahaha.....wish me happy birthday on 27/01/2007 bah..hehee....

12:48 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
haiz..i been sick for 4 days le...and yet i still haven recover yet..wth...where got ppl fall sick till so long de?....lol...still feeling terrible..and my condition was not being better...k..i stop here le..lol...

3:15 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Today is the 3rd time i had called her and talked on the phone..but the more i called then more i can sense that the distance between us is drifting apart..i dont know wat causes it but on one thing for sure....somehow it will link back to that question...maybe u feeling a bit uneasy or maybe i was the one...but who ever that was..i really hope that it will not let us drift apart...just let us get back to the way we use to be and maintain it that way...That wat i hope for,even if it will cost me to give up on you.As sometimes being a best friends is always lasting then a relationship between two person.
"Every time it's touched by the light of sun and moon,the world is always changing into something new.what had never change is the weakness that still left inside of me...which bought me pain and emotional feeling which i dont want it."-Lame..haha

12:11 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Am i getting emotional today again?...hmm...actually at first i am really emo about something...just now once again...i felt those feeling again...haha..but now i'm much ok le...wat really happen was,just now all of a sudden i felt that the world is gone...but its onli last for a while then another feeling came in...this was the most unwanted feeling that i want cause i totally felt it 4 times...it's really very fearsome.Example take this as a situation....u fall into a well and all around you was onli wall,and your surrounding was filled with complete darkness but of couse right below there's water...then when u look up..u could saw the blue sky up there..and all u have to do was just to get out of there and u will be free..but the problem was...all around you was just slippery wall..and lets take it as..all u can do was to wait for someone to help you get out of there..and thats it...do u all know how "wu neng wei li"thats was...and slowly u will felt discourage and lost the confident of being saved...haha..that the feeling which i had just felt...and wat a rotten luck..cause i can actually felt it for 4 times....Oo..i know wat that feeling called...it's called"jue wang".lol....and i dont wanna said when...but one thing for sure...it's really very fearful. "I never knew that he can means so much to you...but after yesterday all those things u had told me..i being to think am i making the right choice?..am i doing the right thing?..never in my life have this kind of discouragement from myself...but in the end..i still choose to wait on...cause right now..u r the one that is filling my heart with beat and warm"

3:24 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Alright...yesterday was her and her's ex-stead 1 year...wow..wat a sad thing to say man..lol..but this isn't the thing that made me emotional..wat really did was her msg today...she told me that all she felt for me was onli as a very good friend...okie...since i told her that i still in love with her then i should have known that this day will come...Even i'm well prepare for it but i never expected that it will come so soon.Then i remember this stupid phares "it hurts to have someone you care about hurt you...but it hurts worse to have someone you care about get hurt by someone else..."..lol...now i totally agree with it..last time when i first seem it,i just read it then forgotten about it in a short while.but never knew that today i will have this kind of feeling..haha..wat can i still do man?...And the only way out was...GIVE OUT ON HER?..maybe this is the best choice that have left for me...Even i know it's hard but i too,once have those feeling..the feeling of missing someone deeply,the feeling of keep remember her and the feeling of those lost warm that she have once gave it to me.It took me 4 years to forget her.OO...for those who dont know who i am talking about...she is amira..haha....even we onli been together for a short while but wat she had gave me is unique and special.Now i have found that unique and special from someone again,but i will never get my hands on it.

5:42 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hi..guys..one good news to tell u all...MY COM IS BACK ..thats means i am back..haha..firstly,HAPPY NEW YEARS to u all...wishes come ture and hope that she know that i'm still waiting for her...haha...k la..gtg...going to sleep..nights and sweet dreams...really miss u all lots..hehee...

2:00 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...