Friday, August 31, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
我真的很愛你..
妳願意再給我一个机会嗎?
5:09 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Thursday, August 30, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
You are only a child once, they sayLive it as best you canPeople come and people goYou will have to understandSoon you'll learn promises may be brokenAnd dreams can come undoneWith each day, you'll grow and growAnd you'll learn... not to runFor no matter what road you choosePain will tag alongBut one day, you'll stop and realize...You've found where you belongLife isn't always easyYou need someone to help pull you throughSo when the times are at their worstYou'll know just what to doI've felt love, I've felt painAnd I've had a little in-betweenI 've done my share of things I regretAnd said things I didn't meanI thought I'd found... foreverI thought I'd never lose at loveBut when 'forever' endedIt was a message from aboveThere is pain followed by pleasureAnd pleasure followed by painOne of them leads to the sunshineThe other one leads to rain
11:37 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I break down once again...I'm losing control of my emotion...in no time..the tears are getting uncontrollable...as it seems that the sadness that had been swelling inside of me is inevitable...no matter how hard i tried to lock them up...they just seem to have ways to break free...
" it will always end with tears in my eyes "
11:10 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
I Cry...-->WestlifeYou said goodbyeI fell apartI fell from all we hadTo I never knewI needed you so badYou need to let things goI know, you told me soI've been through hellTo break the spellWhy did I ever let you slip awayCan't stand another day without youWithout the feelingI once knewI cry silentlyI cry inside of meI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love againI cryCause you're not here with meCause I'm lonely as can beI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love againIf you could see me nowYou would know just howHow hard I tryNot to wonder whyI wish I could believe in something newOh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)I'll never be over youWhy did I ever let you slip awayCan't stand another day without youWithout the feelingI once knewI cry silentlyI cry inside of meI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love againI cryCause you're not here with meCause I'm lonely as can beI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love againIf I could have you back tomorrowIf I could lose the pain and sorrowI would do just anythingTo make you seeYou still love meI cry silentlyI cry inside of meI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love againI cryCause you're not here with meI cryCause I'm lonely as can beI cry hopelesslyCause I know I'll never breathe your love again
12:28 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Is exit the best choice?
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Sometimes, a good memory can be a blessing, and sometimes, it can be a curse..when a fading relationship makes me wishful for the way things used to be.People enter and exit my life, and sometimes exits are for the best even i thought that this day will nv come...
"我无法去适应没有你的世界 "
1:10 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
It's the end
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Even if we can't be together, I'll still follow on those memories, To see the same happiness as you do...
Even i really wanted to go to where you are, but looks like this is the end...
I will try not to cry as i shared beautiful memories with you...
But why is there a sad feeling swelling inside of me, no matter what i feel, you will not be here anymore...
Even just a while, I really want to be with you...
I love you most of it and the feeling is still so strong..but whatever i do,
You won't hold onto my hand anymore...
...so now...
I must tell myself that...
...it's really the end...
12:08 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Sometimes, things are better to be left unsaid
11:29 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Monday, August 20, 2007
Now and Forever
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Won't you give me another chance and just sentence me to death?
"拼命想挽回的从前, 在我脸上依旧清晰可见"
2:02 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Back to your heart...
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
| Song dedicated to......
Back To Your Heart
It's not that I can't live without you It's just that I don't even want to try Every night I dream about you Ever since the day we said goodbye If I wasn't such a fool Right now I'd be holding you There's nothing that I wouldn't do Baby if I only knew CHORUS The words to say, The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can I do, To get to you And find a way back to your heart I don't know how it got so crazy But I'll do anything to set things right Cause your love is so amazing Baby you're the best thing in my life Let me prove my love is real And made you feel the way I feel I promise I would give the world If only you would tell me girl CHORUS The words to say, The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can I do, To get to you And find a way back to your heart Give me one more chance Give me one more chance Give my love to you, give my love, my love Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do, Tell me CHORUS The words to say, The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can I do, To get to you And find a way back to your heart I turn back time, To make you mine And find a way back to your heart I beg and plead, Fall to my knees To find a way back to your heart The words to say, The road to take To find a way back to your heart What can I do, To get to you And find a way back to your heart BACK TO YOUR HEART!...
"Breathing seems so hard to do now"
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3:18 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Loneliness Knows Me By Name
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I'm feeling so Empty and lonely
我很想你, 你知道吗? ='(
2:22 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
我还爱着你!
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
我在哪里? 你会不会偶尔好奇?有没有 曾经怀疑?我说我会忘记 只是种好意在深夜里 回忆会疯狂来袭我很想你 你知道吗如果可以 就让我再见你美好微笑 清澈眼睛好确定那场分离只毁了我 一个而已我很想你 听见了吗?这是唯一 我无解的困境那些过去 不肯过去不管我后来遇见多少人只能叹息都不是你"Best of luck for your exam..=)""我的世界看起来就快毁灭了"
"我忍住的情绪就在眼前面但我不會表露出來"
12:00 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
The true meaning behind these words !
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hmm..just get to know this song.."hen xiang ni"...it is really damm nice...maybe i'm too emo le bah..i cried when i listened to this song as it really show most of my feelings...often when i listen to it, I will have the feeling to cry again. Haiz..i'm still the same for those who keep calling and msging me...cause i really want some time alone for the time being, so dont think i will reply or pick up calls bah...sorry ar..if i wan to meet u all..i will give u all a call..even i know that u all concern and will be worried about me..but just let me be bah..as i said...just let me be for a few days...after i have finished all my crying and watever stuff..then i will go meet u all....
This is the 2nd day since we have broken up..just sad to say that...i haven't walk out of the love that she had given me...even i tried to flash back some of the feelings...but it just won't appear to me again...wat really appear was sadness and "heartbreak"...i know that i am not the only one who is sad...but i am not trying to exaggerate my feelings..but this is truly how i feel...as seem it is trying to devour me of no return...and make me drown in the pool of tears...
i'm not sure...not sure of how long i'm going to take to forget her...last time i used 4 year for amira..now?...i dont dare to think...casue this feeling is different from last time...this time have another feelings called despair...From the past..i learnt the feeling of sadness and "heartbreak"...but now i learn an additional feeling of that is despair...lol..everyone knows what these feelings are...but do u all know the true meaning behind these words..i bet not many of u know...cause these feeling will onli show when u had lost someone who u love deeply...then u will know the true meaning of these words...sadness, "heartbreak" and despair....." 深夜里, 回忆会疯狂来袭 "
"I just hope to sleep - And never wake up - Nothing left in this world - Can replace what you have taken...."
12:54 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Memories...
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Looking at those photos and msgs that we used to take and send..really saddens me a lot..cause we used to be seem so lovely last time ..but now things just isn't the same anymore...haha, i really dont bear to delete it away, cause i really hope that i can keep it for my own memories but i know that the longer i take to delete them away, the pain i going to inflicting on myself is greater.....i'm now looking at those pictures and trying to delete them away, but i just cant do it ..once i delete them away, i will nv have another chance to look at it again....looking at it...really brings back lot of memories and those days we had appears vividly infront of me...then wat next...tears of saddness welling down from my eyes..i really just dont know wat to do...i just feel so helpless......do u know that u r the onli one who made me cried so much... i kept telling myself that even if we patch back..things and feelings will not be the same anymore...but i just cant help to have this feeling...telling me that there is still hope...i know that is a lie...as heartbreak and Loneliness just seemed to be reminding me that it is all gone,Those happy times and those sweet memories....it is all gone forever...='(
so just let me keep these photos and msgs a while more ya...cause right now...no matter how hard i try i just cant press the delete button...sorry..='(
3:16 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Thank you !
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Thx to those who care for me...but i really need some days and time to fully suppress my feelings...and of couse i still remember that O-level is coming my way...so just let me be for the time being bah...=)
" Really thanks for all those things u have done...even we cannot be lovers..but still, hope we can still be friends...will u accept my friendship? "
"No matter how sad and 多 捨不 得 i am going to be...i will slowly give up on u..."
2:42 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
"Can someone just stop my tears for me? "
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Thx for all the happy memories that u had gave me...i will nv forget de..nv in my life...even i really dont wan to let u go..but looks like it is time...really thxs for those past 3 months...it has really been the happiest days of my life...thxs...
"Thx for everything... ""What can i do to get u back?..."
"No matter how hard i cling onto something...it will always just appears not to be mind.."
2:05 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Friday, August 10, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
| Haha..this is a song by westlife...lol..but i really just cant sleep..had been on bed trying to sleep for around few hours liao..but i just cant sleep...
I miss you-Westlife
I can't sleep, I just can't breathe When your shadow is all over me baby Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes 'Cause what we had was built on lies And when our love seems to fade away Listen to me hear what I say I don't wanna feel The way that I do I just wanna be Right here with you I don't wanna see See us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart I miss you... What would it take, for you to see To make you understand that I'll always believe You and I, can make it through And I still know, I can't get over you 'Cause when our love seems to fade away Listen to me hear what I say I don't wanna feel The way that I do I just wanna be Right here with you I don't wanna see See us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart Oh baby I miss you, I do... 'Cause when our love always fades away Listen to me hear what I say I don't wanna feel The way that I do I just wanna be Right here with you I don't wanna see See us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart I miss you, I miss you I do...I don't wanna feel The way that I do I just wanna be Right here with you I don't wanna see See us apart I just wanna say it straight from my heart Oh baby I miss you, I do...
Even this can do nothing...but i just want to post it..haha...k la..now trying to get some sleep back...hope i can fall asleep bah..haha..
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4:44 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Thursday, August 09, 2007
100 days..=D
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it had been 100 days since
i'm with her..haha...even things didn't turn out well for us now...but i strongly believe that..we can last long...100 days..
yay yay....
haha...<3
"100 days...even thou i had been planning to be with you on this day..but nv expect that..i will spend it alone..."
5:03 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Monday, August 06, 2007
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Haha…u all know what? This few days I have been studying…which is so rare…haha…but really feels tired man. Never in my life did i study so much. But no choice la…O-level is coming. And it is 2 months away…wth...I got no time le.=P
Okie...some Dawn Yeoh pics to entertain...=X
"Will I have the patience to wait till that day…or do I really think that this is nothing?"
"sometimes it is better not to have such a sharp and sensitive feeling"
11:50 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
I really need you.!
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
All I know is...I need you...pls don't leave me...my heart feels empty without your care, love and misses...pls…don’t treat me as if everything is going to end…and just leave me hopeless here, not knowing what to do…='(
" What can I do to salvage…I hope its still not too late…or I’ll make myself regret "
2:23 PM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...