Saturday, January 13, 2007
Getting Emotional Today
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Alright...yesterday was her and her's ex-stead 1 year...wow..wat a sad thing to say man..lol..but this isn't the thing that made me emotional..wat really did was her msg today...she told me that all she felt for me was onli as a very good friend...okie...since i told her that i still in love with her then i should have known that this day will come...Even i'm well prepare for it but i never expected that it will come so soon.Then i remember this stupid phares
"it hurts to have someone you care about hurt you...but it hurts worse to have someone you care about get hurt by someone else..."..lol...now i totally agree with it..last time when i first seem it,i just read it then forgotten about it in a short while.but never knew that today i will have this kind of feeling..haha..wat can i still do man?...And the only way out was...GIVE OUT ON HER?..maybe this is the best choice that have left for me...Even i know it's hard but i too,once have those feeling..the feeling of missing someone deeply,the feeling of keep remember her and the feeling of those lost warm that she have once gave it to me.It took me 4 years to forget her.OO...for those who dont know who i am talking about...she is amira..haha....even we onli been together for a short while but wat she had gave me is unique and special.Now i have found that unique and special from someone again,but i will never get my hands on it.

5:42 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...