Sunday, January 14, 2007
Emo Again?
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
Am i getting emotional today again?...hmm...actually at first i am really emo about something...just now once again...i felt those feeling again...haha..but now i'm much ok le...wat really happen was,just now all of a sudden i felt that the world is gone...but its onli last for a while then another feeling came in...this was the most unwanted feeling that i want cause i totally felt it 4 times...it's really very fearsome.Example take this as a situation....u fall into a well and all around you was onli wall,and your surrounding was filled with complete darkness but of couse right below there's water...then when u look up..u could saw the blue sky up there..and all u have to do was just to get out of there and u will be free..but the problem was...all around you was just slippery wall..and lets take it as..all u can do was to wait for someone to help you get out of there..and thats it...do u all know how "wu neng wei li"thats was...and slowly u will felt discourage and lost the confident of being saved...haha..that the feeling which i had just felt...and wat a rotten luck..cause i can actually felt it for 4 times....Oo..i know wat that feeling called...it's called"jue wang".lol....and i dont wanna said when...but one thing for sure...it's really very fearful.
"I never knew that he can means so much to you...but after yesterday all those things u had told me..i being to think am i making the right choice?..am i doing the right thing?..never in my life have this kind of discouragement from myself...but in the end..i still choose to wait on...cause right now..u r the one that is filling my heart with beat and warm"

3:24 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...