Tuesday, September 12, 2006
loneliness stay for the night
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
hi..another post..but this time it's nothing happy...lol...haha...all of a sudden i felt that the whole world had left me behide...every one had a life to go on...but do i have one?...now..all my fren r happily going on with their life..but i think i had nothing in return...every day just go on and on...every day do the same thing...and every day miss the same person that i long for...wat so geart about life...it's just let me know that...born into this world is not to enjoy..but to suffer..all about suffer...maybe all my enjoy time is over..now onli left with suffer....lol...now n-Level is just 3 weeks away..and i got 1 thing to say...i think i going to fail it again...hahah...maybe it's my confiedent prob bah...thinkink of all my fren...they seem so carefree...maybe they also have prob...which they dont wanna talk about it..but among all of them..think i am the most problematic person bah.....i keep having prob about my own life and relationship...that will nv be a ending game for it...it will just keep going on..even u dont like it but the time will just drag u over to the next day...as people say...even ur life is a failure...u still need to walk on...really hope that god can send me a angel to clear all my thing away....
"Even till now i can still remember how clearly u smile to me when we r still together..but no matter now clearly i can remember..those sweet smile will nv belong to me...really wanna hug u tight when u r just 1 step away from me...but think that chance will nv happen..still remember those msg that u and i send to each other before?....when ever i look at it...i can feel those feeling that comtain in the msg...think u also can feel my?...but after that day..all ur msg dont attract any more feeling into it.....and from that day..i know that i had lose u...no matter how hard i try..u will nv look at me once more with those eye again...."

12:33 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...