" Words I Couldn't Say "

Monday, July 31, 2006

My last missing of you

--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...

Today will be the last day that my tears will be welling out of my eye for u and also be the day that i will miss u badly...last and once and for all...i know that u have long made ur choice...and i am sorri that now then i started to made up my mind... as for now all i can do was to keep all those time spend with u in my memories...the day we r together were really bless..it still so vivid in my mind..so fresh and so real....but wat can i do...i cant do anything...you know that i'd fight for u but how could i fight for someone who isn't even there!...maybe right from the start our fate can onli become friends..... after knowing you..let me know that the improtant of study...and the taste of failure...now i really regret a lot....why i dont wan study in the past...all i do was slack and doing nothing...and i also hate myself..why cant i know the improtant of study....so that when i met u...at least i can still.......haha...who can i blame...onli myself..cause it the way i choose to live...and it already in the past..that nothing i can do now....after i had known ur decision,,,i was hurt...tell u the turth i was....after that day all my time was spent in darkness..sometime i was thinking ..why isn't there a blink of light to get me out of there...i really urge someone can give me a lighted path to walk on..so that i will not think so much....and when every time i miss u..all i can feel was pain..sadness..heartbreak and loneliness...sometime tears will just flow down....even i attempt to stop it but it's just too hard...every scene of our past will flash thought my mind and all i can do was to cried out all the pain that cant hide in my heart anymore....when friends asked how i was..i cant reply them anything..and in order not to make them worry i can onli give them a fake smile...i feel sadness in my heart but i just dont dare show it...just dont dare show it.....everytime when i know that the fact you r no longer here for me..it was just too much for me to bear...it took me a long time to get out of those warm and happiness u give me....in the end all was just a illusion..a past to let me drag on...a past to let me think of...a past to let me know that i had once love you.....today i go back to thsoe place where we had been...even it onli just a few place..but it really mean a lot to me...but i think i had made the wrong choice to go back those place...cause all it bring was loneliness and sadness....u r not there with me anymore...even last time i used to accompany u ..but today..i was all alone....ur smile was gone,ur shadow was also gone...all of a sudden i fell cold which caused by the emptiness in my heart...lucky at that time it was night time around 9++pm..if not those passby will stop and asked why i have tears flowing out of my eye...lol....this is a phrase by my friends..lionel.."He cried out loud,feeling helpless,broken down by the alternate attacks of Heartbreak and Loneliness.Heartbreak and Loneliness seemed to be telling him that it was all gone,Those happy times and those sweet memories"...it was a really very good phrase..cause it's was happening to me now....those pain,sadness,loneliness,heartbroken....it really hard to take it ...and now all i can do was to cry again...haha..i was really a cry baby..nvm..cause today will be the last time....lastly...thx for those sweet memories and those happiness u had gave me...it really mean a lot to me....and i really thx fate for leadind me to u....and foreven i will remeber that i had once love you before....and ur name will forever be in my heart.....Think this will be the last time i say this to u.." I Love You "

2:22 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

The route is his.

Leon Teh
19+this year
First Cry: 27 Jan 1989
This is my channel, my life And you add colours into it. Take a peek You may be one of the treasured.
E-mail-->Kightzzz@hotmail.com

Have you smile today?

我明白什么是温柔, 什么是相聚离开...
可是有时候, 我宁愿选择留恋不放手...
也许你会明白....什么是相思的哀愁...

Wishes

` Wish-->
` Wish to have lot of money"Omg,who dont wan that"
` Wish to have have all my comic being display" Haha...i got LOT of comic.REALLY LOT"
` Wish to have good result"But this will onli shown when i work hard...haha"
` Wish to have LOT and LOT of fren"Knowing more ppl is fun...cause it's like learning new thing from them"

Who's Affair

Inspiration of my life

samantha mei
lionel
shiyi
sammie jie
hui ping
Zhi jian
Shyan mei
yvonne
Wendy mei
NengLi
Meiyu
Jeremy teo
Huijuan
Xueling
Yien
MeiSiew
Yeong Sheng
Shujuan
Jia en
Peggy
Yanling
Eunice Chua
YongLi
Would you be there?
Would you be there?
Would you be there?

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Host; 1
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Waiting for you

春蚕吐尽一生丝，莫教容易裁罗绮.

无端剪破，仙鸾彩凤，分作两边衣.

双飞双叶又双枝，薄情自古多离别

从头到底,将心萦系，穿过一条丝。