Friday, July 28, 2006

Do u all really understand me?
--> Everyone needs a guardian angel...
i really dont know how to get my life more fun man...every thing i feel around me is WAT THE FUCK UP...cant life just get better...i going to retake another years lei...but my those fren just think that...wah...i still the same as before....wtf..i really wan to study...but do u all give me a road to walk..no u all nv...then wat can i do?....even i show care and concern...u all just think that ok..i was just trying to act out as a kindness...then now again..wat u all wan me to do again?...I REALLY DONT KNOW LEI....I AM ONLI A 17 YEARS OLD GUYS LEI...I AM STILL YOUNG LEI...WAT WRONG I DO ? SO THAT NEED TO GO FOR ALL THIS FUCK UP THING...sometime..i was thinking..do u all really know who is Teh Chee Seang this 17 years old guys or not?...cause the way u all now showing to me is that...i am just another fren to u all onli...when got thing then we go help if got nothing..then just fren...DO U ALL REALLY UNDERSTANCE ME OR NOT...i think u all dont bah..casue wat i really wan,u all also dont know....this few day...i been thinking...then u all know wat...this is wat i come out...those who understand me the most do not know me well...those who do not understand me the most..know me the best...why lei..u all ownself go think about it bah....i really got nothing to say...sometime...this world is just a place for me to stay...as for other thing..i am onli an extra...my life is fill with no colour..no life...just a empty person with lof of FUCKING FEELING INSIDE OF ME.....sometime...i really think that living in this world is a sin...cause we born out to just suffer..and not to enjoy...in life there is always something to gain and something to lose.....and wat have i gain...wat have i lose?..all i gain is all those sadness...pain and sorrow..wat else..insult from others...and pressure from thing to another thing....there will be endless thing for me...till dead then i will be happy....wat's my yesterday and wat's my today?.....it just a dream to me...cause there is no need for me to look back my yesterady and go thought my today...not even to say a tomorrow...do i really have a tomorrow? nope..i dont have cause even i had it...it also going to be ruin.....just like every yesterday and every today.....just now a friend had told me something...then from wat he said...i really think i do not fit to be his best friends...i fail my duty as a friends....how am i going to save others when i cant even save myself...i dare not to tel him this.....no one really know me in this world...cause even now i also dont understand myself....WHO AM I....this 3 word..i been asking myself...i got a name..got parent and brother..but who am i really?....let just stop this..i am just too tried to go on...to go and take another step to go further and to move on.....


2:59 AM--> It's always feel great to know that there is an angel watching over you...

The route is his.

Leon Teh
19+this year
First Cry: 27 Jan 1989
This is my channel, my life And you add colours into it. Take a peek You may be one of the treasured.
E-mail-->Kightzzz@hotmail.com

Have you smile today?

我明白什么是温柔, 什么是相聚离开...
可是有时候, 我宁愿选择留恋不放手...
也许你会明白....什么是相思的哀愁...





Wishes

` Wish-->
` Wish to have lot of money"Omg,who dont wan that"
` Wish to have have all my comic being display" Haha...i got LOT of comic.REALLY LOT"
` Wish to have good result"But this will onli shown when i work hard...haha"
` Wish to have LOT and LOT of fren"Knowing more ppl is fun...cause it's like learning new thing from them"


Who's Affair

Inspiration of my life

samantha mei
lionel
shiyi
sammie jie
hui ping
Zhi jian
Shyan mei
yvonne
Wendy mei
NengLi
Meiyu
Jeremy teo
Huijuan
Xueling
Yien
MeiSiew
Yeong Sheng
Shujuan
Jia en
Peggy
Yanling
Eunice Chua
YongLi
Would you be there?
Would you be there?
Would you be there?

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春蚕吐尽一生丝,莫教容易裁罗绮.

无端剪破,仙鸾彩凤,分作两边衣.

双飞双叶又双枝,薄情自古多离别

从头到底,将心萦系,穿过一条丝。