Yesterday And Today

2009-09-14T21:39:00.004+08:00

我的心一直在摇摆
爱与不爱都需要勇气
有谁能告诉我该怎么辦?

I think i had fallen for you...but this time is not as what my fren had forcast...so no matter what i guess this feelings, i will keep it down in my heart bah...until the day u can feel what i am feeling for you....

if everything were meant to be easy

2009-09-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

How I wish I dont have to control and surrender to this feelings. If everything were to be easy, I would be embracing her. If everything were to be easy, I would want to say and hear the things that lover say and do to each other. If everything were to be easy, I would want to kiss her and care for her. If everything were meant to be easy.....I would want to say I love her

2009-07-05T03:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Shujuan

Hey, getting older le hor..hahaha..may all your wish come ture hur..and lastly..happy birthday to ya...enjoy your special day...=)

2009-07-03T01:11:00.003+08:00

hohoho, so finally i am here again to update...llalalalalala...hahaha...okie, now i am in police force, a mrt unit inside special operation unit for now...because a lot of you actually dont know what unit i am in...tsktsk...

So recently just work work work work rest rest work work work work rest rest for me...so boring la..but luckily i got you all Friends to accompany right..hehee...and we got a up coming event going on..hohooo...ying jie...i am looking forward to it...and james, simin, eunice, jia ting and jia ling..u all better come hor...now i mention your name liao..so better turn up...if not gg u...=D

Oh, someone birthday coming soon le wor...on the 5th of july hur..u know who u r...wahahah...if wan your present better advance booking..heh....=X

okie, lastly...Peoples, i really miss u all la....=)

"真的对不起, 答应了你,我却还没答应我自己"

2009-06-16T01:19:00.002+08:00

Dont know why, but this stupid weird feelings has been with me for days..and i just cant figure it out what this feelings is all about...yupyup, u all can said that i am trouble by it...mm, maybe is just another emotional stuff bah...

" Maybe all I need is some time alone? or maybe with fren bah...no worries.. "

2009-04-26T04:30:00.004+08:00

Haha, was randomly finding stuff to do and all of a sudden i found this song lyric..

So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?

Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.

I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won't be the only way you'll look at me then.

again i go unnoticed by dashboard confessional

So, if anyone manage to find this song, pls tell me okie. Cause i would like to hear it as the lyric of the song seem meaningful....heh....=)

" I really hoped that i could be there for you when u hear that kind of remarks. If u happen to see this, just know that I'm always there. "

2009-04-05T16:29:00.003+08:00

Feelings are just having a picture on the screen in your head...
If it is a happy picture, they smile...
And if it is a sad picture, they cry...

" This is life perhaps... "

2009-03-29T16:39:00.005+08:00

Yo , people...how u all been...hahaha...i been fine la...so those who miss me can stop missing me le hur..and i am still blogging okie...so dont worry much..justina...lol...=X

Hmm, this 2 weeks been hell for me in camp because of those unexpected stuff happened inside...even thought it's should be treat as normal but i just hate it la..cause got to sleep in a hot and dirty body...lol...haha...

So how u all been le..hahaha....Those who i rarely meet up de...Firstly, i am sorry as i only have 2 days but that is less that 48 hours outside...lol...so meet up sometime real soon okie...haha..and those who i always meet up de..u all r damm lucky as my time is often pack and busy but still, we manage to meet..wahahaha...=x

Okie, peeps...i gtg le..hahaha...just to come and blog for a while to let u all know that i am always missing u all and must miss me much okie...hehee...and Meet up okie...even thought i know my time is very limited....=P

" Ps: Happy Birthday to you, 01 Apirl 1994 "
" Ps: I am in love with you "

2009-03-08T15:36:00.003+08:00

oops, haha...it have been so long since i last updated my blog...and lots of them been telling me that my blog is rotting liao...hahah..so here i am to do some clearning to me blog...Oh, poor blog..hahaha

Okie, My life is still the same...army...army...army...
And somewhat is boring..so i wont talk much about that...haha...
ANd yesterday i took part in a basketball competition....and u all know what..i got FIRST....wahahaha...FIRST u all know...maybe i shall post up one pic to show u all the true..hehee..

LAstly, my life been colourful..hehee...thanks to friends and family and lots of ppl..hehee..thanks..cause i thought when i enlisted in army..it wont be so colourful as what some of my friends told me when they are enlisted..but it's all about how u manage it...=D..

Thanks Family and Friends for not forgetting me....heheee...=) *Muack*

" It's still so colourful, and i am glad that i have u all with me still....=D "

2009-01-27T03:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me...=D

Hoped this year will be fast and bless with love and luck...
Lastly, Good health to all who know me..hehee...

" Don't know why, but right now..my feelings seem to be trying to tell me something...."

2009-01-26T14:49:00.003+08:00

where r u now le ?..haha...when then I will start receiving your reply?..haha...be back soon okie...
And frankly to say, I really miss u a lot la..hahaha...

" Nv have I been keep checking my phone so much...lol... "

2009-01-26T04:45:00.001+08:00

Hixx, I just miss her so much la....hehee...=P

" Even just a sec, i also cant stop missing you! =X..haha..."

2009-01-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

To my sweetest and beautiful friend.

Happy birthday to you!

May all your wishes come true

& lastly, must always miss me ok? :D

To: Yeo Nengli.

2009-01-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

hahaha, so finally i am back here to uodate again...lol...finally the first month of my army life had passed...and i still have another 5 months before i can pop....and sometimes i really wonder why it will needs so long..and few days ago i finally know the reason le...firstly, out BPT is 4 months due to the need of learning the law stuff...and another delay of one month is mainly because they wanted us to POP with those going to ORD ppl...>.<
haha, okie...nvm whatever...since i will only be serving 2 years so no matter what..they will have to let me go after 2 years...unless something happed...hahaha...

Then next is that, I been rotting at home..wahahaha...cause lazy to go out and once the reminder of booking in made me ever no mood to go out..so friends, hoped u all understand if i dont wanna go out at night hur...hahaha...=P

Anyway, a late wish by me...

HAPPY NEW YEAR

May all my friends wish will come ture...
Wish all my firends this year will get richer, so that they can give me more money...hahaha...
Wish all my friends with good health and rarely fall sick...=D
And also wish that someone can feel what i am feeling...lol
Lastly, may everything went smoothly for all of you....=D

"If u can't feel it, then i will just have to continue to hide it "

2008-12-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

hmm, all of a suddenly some thoughts came into my mind...and all these thoughts came in just right after one of my friend told me the situation he was in now. Of course that situation is none other then relationship. From what he had told me, everything just seem to be the way that i am in now. Or rather, I should say it is the way that thing always goes on and on ? Even thought his situation was a bit different from my, but somewhat the feelings was about the same...Confusion and disconsolation....

" Is this just a one sided feelings? or u r also feeling the same way as i did? "

2008-12-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hi people Hi...haha..finally I am back to blog after 2 weeks..but sad to say that..i am going back in, at around 5 .45?..haha....okie la...chirstmas is coming..and i really hoped every one will have a very nice nice nice chirstmas...as for me..i am sure that i will have a very happy one...and hope my chirstmas wish will be granted.....hehee....

@!HOHOHO, MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!@

2008-12-09T07:17:00.000+08:00

Bye peoples Bye....

See u all in 2 weeks times...=D

2008-12-08T05:22:00.003+08:00

Maybe tonight i'm being overdose by fear as though i know that this is not going to help....
But the fear of losing things and stuff or maybe fear of losing the things which i had tired so hard to gather and own right now bah...Really hate to feel so empty and restless...but these's nothing i can do....cause this is a feel...which total it up...this is the 5th times i'm having it....=(

" Time will tell everything? Maybe "

2008-11-21T04:35:00.008+08:00

Nengli wants to know how I think of her.
Quiz time...zzzzzz...

1.The person who tag/pass me this:
Nengli

2.The relationship between him/her:
Hmm, ask her bah...haha...

3.Your 3expression of him/her:
Always wants to slap me from anyhow~ing

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Not yet, but I hoped soon..okie...=D

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Quite a lot lei, which one do u want to know wor ?

6.If he/she become your lover, will you want?
Don't want, cause she will slap me if i anyhow....lol...hahaha(Pls dont think wrongly okie, this
is written in a VERY healthy way hor)

7.If he/she become your lover, things that he/she need to improve?
Hmm, for this u got to ask her la...=X

8.If he/she become you enemy, how?
Hmm, wait till the day that this happen then i will see how....maybe that day will nv
come bah...haha...

9.If he/she become your enemy, what's the reason?
Maybe because I anyhow anyhow again...then she want to slap me?...hmm, maybe...=_=

10.The most desired thing that you wanna do with him/her:
hmm, nv think of it before...when i know le..then i will let her know..thanks..=)

11.Your overall impression of him/her:
hmm......

12.How do you think prople around you feel for you?
Noisy and sometime blur...

13.The character that I love about myself:
Don't know...hahaha..

14.On the contrary, What about the character you hate the most?
hmm, some..but not sure of what la...>.<

15.The most ideal person you wanna be:
Me

16.For people that love,care and concern for you. pls say something to them:
Thanks for being a part of my life and I love you all...hehee...=)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 of your friends that you want to know how they think of you:
1.Simin
2.Ying jie
3.Wendy
4.Nengli
5.Sky pong
6.Shujuan
7.Zhijian
8.Meiyu
9.James
10.Justina

Oi, remember to go do okie, especially james,simin and ying jie u all hor..dont keep say busy busy then can skip le hor...wahahaha....and sky too..better do hor...laterly,nengli pls go do again okie...wahahahaha.....=D

2008-11-20T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hixx, one very sad thing to say...I'm left with 18 days le...omgomgomg....hahaha...
but whatever, since this is the way ...hahaha...and those who wanna meet me better be fast...as all the slot is filling up le..hehee....

Okie, lately been busy with assignment and some stuff...haha..like most of time are so pack with stuff la..and hardly have any nice nice good sleep...>.<..okie, just wanna post something here...if not some one will complaint that my blog is die~ing le..hahaha...

"I dont know if i should believe u or not, but from the answer that u gave me...i think i should'nt? "

2008-11-11T04:52:00.005+08:00

As me and one of my girl-friend was talking, all of a sudden we can come out of this thing...haha...Anyway, the
First part is from her and the middle part is from the both of us. Lastly, the last part from me....

相爱的时候，女人会一次次地提出：我们分手吧！男人只是本能的愤怒，他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他，他会气恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她，在女人真正转身地那一刻，男人除了悲愤地看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留！女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来，拉着她的手，挽留她，说声：宝贝，我爱你！别走！等到泪已尽，仍然听不到任何声响，爱情就这样夭折了！男人怎懂女人？说分手只是为了被挽留！

每一次说分手，女人都会很害怕，怕你们会真的离去，每一次说分手，女人都很期待，期待你们的挽留，让她知道你在乎他，你舍不得她走，每一次说分手，女人都很无奈，你的一些微妙变化让她不再肯定你是否还那样爱她，所以她拿放弃做赌注，如果输了，只是你真的不够爱她！每一次当分手成了事实，女人会伤心欲绝，男人为什么不懂女人的心思？女人说分手，只是真的爱你！只是太在乎你！只是你的一些微妙变化让女人恐慌！让女人心不安！只是女人想
明白你是否还爱着她？
女人以为，爱情的迷茫不肯定会让自己有足够的勇气，做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案，女人以为爱情就象一个开关，啪地一声打开，啪地一声关闭，女人以为及时拨掉电源就可以幸免于毁灭，女人以为分手可以解决所有的困惑、痛苦、忧郁，女人以为缓慢的生长可以愈合此处的断裂，女人以为她说分手你会挽留她！
然而这都是只女人的一相情愿，多少此时的男人是默默看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留？女人的心凉了，为什么男人不懂女人的心思？女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲，用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷…… 你不够爱我也许某一天我想起你也是一件很远很远的事那一天，在未来的未来再远处，是衰老，更远处，是死亡！近处是分手，其实是真的爱你，太害怕失去你！只是你永远不懂！还是不懂！　　
其实很多女孩子都不知道，男孩子在冲她们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。其实很多女孩子都不知道，，男孩子从来不会真正去生她们的气，因为是他真的喜欢她在乎她。其实很多女孩子都不知道男孩子只会对自己喜欢的女生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。你要知道，假若他不喜欢你，他根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。你要知道，假若他不喜欢你，他根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄他，在别人面前他都是笨忽忽的。你要知道，假若他不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让他哭泣，让他即使生气也不会超过2天。而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为他脾气不好，他认为你不够迁就他。于是，你们总是冷战，你以为他不喜欢你，他以为你不在乎他。于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。因为他喜欢你，所以他偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。因为他喜欢你，所以他才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，他才不会去生气很久。
你可知道，每个男孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进他的心，　他会很矜持，他会很骄傲，他会很冷淡，
他总是嘴里说着你走开
心里却一直叫你留下, 一直说着我爱你

" 我总是掩饰自己的内心，虽然无时无刻充满灿烂的笑容，但眼神里还是搀杂着忧郁 "

2008-11-01T02:24:00.005+08:00

Why is it so hard to cry,
when all u have to do is just shed some tears...
Why talk about feelings,
when they aren't really there...
Why say you are going to,
When you didn't do anything at all...
Why look into my eyes,
When all you know is lie...

And if she really know, How much I miss her again tonight .....

020507

A long emo post....

2008-10-29T04:59:00.004+08:00

I think this month is a curse month. As this month really seem to be like a breaking spree season. 8 of my friends all broke up and to be frank, This amount of breaking up number really seem over-rated. But what can we do when the feelings or the fate as some of my friend mention had ended? And recent days, one pair of couple who I thought would withstand anything test and hardship also reaching the edge of their relationship ? And it's always despondent to find out this news from them. Everyone had been thought the process of losing someone u love deeply and from the time the 2 of u part, till the time u really get well again, it's have been around months or years ? maybe for some of you will be weeks and stuff...but as from the case I seem in my prospective all my friend took more then a few months to got over their loved ones and most of them will cry their heart out while they indulge in reminiscence.

As for today, I was listening to most of my friend's emotional stuff about their GF/BF. And I found out that most of them don't really don't know why of the sudden outbreak of this. And when they asked, the answer will be like this," I had fallen for someone else" " My feelings for you had faded" " My parents were pressuring me and you don't understand how I feel " and lots more...but whatever the reason is, the reason are just ways to make the another party feels better ? But it still goes back to square one that a relationship can't really work well when there is only one person working on it.

" I thought i have locked it up after being apart for around 1 years, but after hearing all these things...it just seem to set it free again..."

2008-10-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

Hmm, resently have been really a enjoying days for me hur...wahahahaha....because, since saturday 11/10/08 till this week wednesday 15/10/08. I been drinking a lot man...wahahaha...like 5 days of drinking and out of these 5 days, i got 3 day of hangover...gosh...really felt like dieing like that....but anyway, another drinking session on friday...wahahaha...and YES...drinking again...hohooo....

My time table is really damm pack...which means got to report to school almost every day from 12 .45 to 7pm...hixx...long duration but nvm, since i'm already used to it le...hahahaha...

" A mask I'm wearing to hide all my sadness and crying.... "

2008-10-09T04:17:00.002+08:00

You and I,

Could lose it all if you've got no more room,

Nowhere inside for me in your life.

2008-10-08T08:04:00.002+08:00

Okie, Here i am to blog early in the morning...wahhahaha.....for the past few days had been enjoying to me..hehee...casue finally meet dao zhi jian, derek, yien, masan and lots of ppl....and of course when i meet them means fun and more fun...hahah...but that stupid derek had been sleeping the whole day long...haiz, think he went to chalet just to sleep lor...paid 30 buck to go sleep?...hahaha....anyway, lot of fun was produced....and of course wine, marjong and cards were presented at there too...=P

And so i enjoyed 2 days of fun..and after today, I'm going over to KL lor...which means more fun...wahahahaha....so anyone wanna go with me ?...hmm, doube so..hehee...but anyway...i will make sure this trip is going to be fun...wahahahah

PS: The date which I promise you, will surly give u de..so dont worry yay...=)

"Let me go if u don't love me..."

2008-10-03T01:53:00.004+08:00

All I wanted was just a simple things, but why now it have to become so complicated ?

Within the truth hides the lie,

Within the lie hides the truth.

So all i can tell myself is that, just go on and see what lies infront of me ?

" Within the illusions hides the real, From the real...the illusions are created. so how many more things am i going hear? "

2008-09-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure if i am going to ask all these questions or not? because if I ask you, will you reply me sincerely ? or are you going to drop that topic and change the conversion ? or maybe u will ask, why you want to talk about this ? So in the end, not only my question wont be answer but also disappointment I bought to myself.....

" Maybe, all these to you means nothing..but to me...it meant a lots.... "

2008-09-21T03:21:00.005+08:00

hmm, Today woke up at my friends house...omg, what have we done? >.<..haha...but anyway, 3 of us were there la. 2 guys and one girl but too bad cause that girl belong to that another guy...which mean i slept alone there pityfully...=P...hope they see this sia..wahahaha...then they know how lonely I was yesterday....gosh....hahaha.....=P

And then my poor toes were bleeding badly when i remove my shoe...omg sia...>.<

Anyway tomorrow going to study again...=_=

" I'm so worry sick about you, and right till this late hours u didn't even at least give me a single call on where and what u doing. Do you know that this really make me so worry about you? "

2008-09-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

Wahahahah, lately been not blogging le hur...l0l...and some ppl already complaint that my blog is rotting le...omg can..it's forever not rotting de...so dont worry hur...hahahaha.....
Lately been busy with my assignment, presentation ...finished this one another one come...finished that one, then that one come again...omg...dont even know when i can finished all of it..lol..but dont worry, i'm going to finished all of it le...wahahaha...finally left with one last assignment and presentation with all those fighting against them...LOLOL...AND so i can finally go out and play again le....wahahahahahaha.....

And sorry about those whose birthday party i cant attent...>.<...

KOK WEI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....=D

SIMIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....=D

MING SONG, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU....=D

" Sometimes, I really wish to know what u r thinking about and who u r missing...cause all this while, my feelings just can't deny the fact that...............................that it is you once more...."

2008-08-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

Alright just some quick post...this few days had been torturing for me as I could not think of anything to start for my assignment..gosh...and u all know what ?...the due date is on Friday...>.<
Which means i got to buck up on it le...haiz...haha...anyway, Friday have another birthday celebration with one of my school mate....and lots of ppl will be there....hope to see those familiar faces again...hehe...=)

" Argg, can anyone give me some inspiration pls...>.< "

妳愿意再一次来爱我吗?

2008-08-21T02:08:00.008+08:00

Okie,I finally recover le...wahahaha...my voice is finally back...so no more no voice phone call and no more only can msg or msn things le...haha...and ya right...its god damm that I can finally talk...thanks to whatever swollen in my throat...I'm not sure of what the doctor say already...haha..but since I am alright now..so shall not go and think about it....=D

So what have I been doing lately?...hmm, I had been trying to start my assignment since last week....but till now..not a single things seem to appear on my Microsoft words... so ya..now I'm still trying to start my assignment...oh well...hope my inspiration will come real soon enough....lol....

This few days while I'm sick...lots of things happen too...some event took place...and soon enough i should prepare to recieve their red egg le...hehee...* Red egg is given to friends when their baby reached one month...haha...*

and whatmore their baby is tiny...been such a long time since I hug a tiny human being...lol...and I am his gan-ke hor...haha....hope he wont be like me..if not die ar...lol...but be like me also not bad what..lol..at least i also have good point de okie...hehe...anyway, it's time for me to go out buy food le...dinner time..hohooo....

" 在我远眺的景色里, 不知妳是否还映在其中? "

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Tagged By Juan

1) THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- Chee Seang
- Seang
- Leon

2) THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
- Ah Seang
- Seang
- Leon

3) THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My Height
- My Weight
- My Intuition

4) THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My Intuition
- Laziness ( Most of the times. lol )
- A Lot more...haha.....

5) THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
- Surname
- Hokkien
- Chinese

6) THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
- Insects

- ?/????

- ???/??

7) THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- Friends
- Food
- Money....hahah

8 ) THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
- Topless but warp in a towel
- Of course with pants
- lastly, getting ready to go out for food...haha...

9) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
- Cao ge

- And any other nice song...haha...

10)THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
- I'll be there *曹格*
- 世界唯一的你 *曹格*
- Eyes on me (Any version)

11) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
- Trust/Honesty
- Understanding
- Will be able to withstand my stupidness.

12) TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
- I finally start my assignment le...>.<

- I'm broke now...haha...

- I'm drinking with my mum right now...gosh..=P

13) THREE THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT WILL APPEAL TO YOU:

- Feelings

- The way she behave
- Long hair, at least must touch shoulder...=P

14) THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- Msn
- Reading comic at a nice, quiet, cooling place
- Spent time with friends and family

- Drink with friends ( There are still some bottles left in the pub )

- Go out take a walk in the night ( it's cool and refreshing...=) )

15) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- Cry...lol...haha...
- Go find something to eat ( but oh well, think mac is the only things left )
- Argg, some inspiration to start my assignment pls?...haha..>.<

16) THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU HAVE CONSIDERED:

- Management line
- Marketing line
- A jobs that can let me tour around the world without having to pay but they will pay me...haha...

17) THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- Barcelona
- New Zealand
- Taiwan

- And many more more more....

18 ) THREE NAMES THAT YOU LIKE:
- No preference

19) THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Have someone who I love to be with me...
- Earn enough money to support my family and for father and mummy too....
- To have one last drinking session with all my dearest....=)

20) THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
- Hey, I'm a boy...so maybe i skip this question?...hha

21) THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
- Friends said that sometimes my action like girl ?
- I love shopping.

22) THREE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE GROUP IN YOUR LIFE:
- Family
- Friends

23) THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS:
- Coke

- Green Tea ( some brand only hor )

- Soya bean

24) THREE FAVOURITE MOVIES / ACTORS:
- Any :)

25) THREE FAVOURITE FOOD:
- Wan Tan Mee

- Prawn noodle

- And any nicey food...=)

26) THREE MOST COMMONLY USED PHRASE/WORDS:
- Haha
- Hmm
- hehee

27) THREE THINGS ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW:
- Food....
- Random thinking
- haiz, so many things on on tomorrow...>.<

28 ) THREE PEOPLE YOU’RE TALKING TO NOW:

- NIL

29) THREE THINGS THAT YOU’RE LOOKING FORWARD TO:

- Saturday night time with james, ying jie and simin.....

- Finished my assignment asap...

- Jerri birthday party...=P

30) TAG THREE PEOPLE:

- Wendy

- Nengli

- Simin

2008-08-18T05:18:00.001+08:00

妳愿意再一次来爱我吗?

2008-08-03T00:41:00.005+08:00

hmm, just got back home..haha..today went for movie and shopping trip...and tomorrow I'm going for another movie too..hehee...=D..Today went to temp for "The mummy" with meng wee and huiling...=)...been quite a lot time nv meet them liao lor..so finally saw them today...=D...but before that, went shopping with my mummy and brother...walk around and bought quite a lot of things..and..and..and we saw li zi from hong kong ** The lady who did the 24k bio gold commercial**...omg sia..she is really a beauty, and of course...lots of guys were there too and also not excluding the ladys...=)...then I'm off to meet meng wee for movie le. After movie, meng wee drove us to have dinner? or maybe is supper?...haha, don't know la..for me is dinner...haha...then after that home sweet home for them...As for me...I went to met another friend...went for a walk around...then they see me home le...lol...and yup..that's all for today...=P

Okok, I think i better go and bath now..lol..a bit..only a bit sticky and smelly...lol...
Bye, peeps...and miss me much okie..haha...=P

" 我明白什么是温柔, 什么是相聚离开...
可是有时候, 我宁愿选择留恋不放手...
也许你会明白....什么是相思的哀愁... "

2008-07-29T00:20:00.003+08:00

Having me to say to myself that all was past

But

Do I wish that all was past?

" Some feelings are just to be remain there forever "

You dont sense my stay

2008-07-23T02:35:00.004+08:00

No matter how hungry one is, Don't let yourself go to a restaurant....
Because you will get disappointed easily but you will find satisfaction if you managed to overcome that difficulty eventually....

Okie, that is what my stupid friend had told me just now when I was about to go out to have my late late dinner....Thanks to his rubbish...The thoughts of going to a restaurant appear on my mind...and YES....I went to a restaurant thanks to James rubbish...haha...

Lately been quite busy with school work le wor...so that means if any one wanna jio me out ...it will only be possible after 6.45pm....>.<...which means that is a dinner time la...haha....

Alright, next monday will be the date to report to hendon camp le...anyone wishing me luck ?..or just like any other ppls? when I told them that I will be going there, they just say..good luck and hope your army life will be fun for you...haha...yay yay, that is a commando camp...so just pray hur...haha....If I am fated to be a commando then really no choice le....As I'm the elders in the 4 brothers of my family...haiz..sad ar..this is what happen when u have more then 1 brothers...so next time when u r planning to give birth...2 is enough le...or maybe 3?...haha....=P

K la, Think after james filled me with rubbish i also talking rubbish now...haha....
Gtg, Nights and Sweet dreams everyone....=)

" I'm sitting down here "

2008-07-17T03:42:00.003+08:00

Emptiness or Loneliness? or maybe both? Some feelings are just so hard to differentiate....

" Night fall, Who is the person that your heart is missing? And can she feels it too ? "

2008-07-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hmm, Some one's blog set me thinking now hur..lol....he just seem to be like me when I was around sec 3...but then, he is better then me..cause I think he at least last for more then 6 yearsle bah...omg, that was like so long....=X

Hmm, I was wondering this...why can someone waited for someone so long just by the feelings? And whatmore he/she may or maynot contract each other...if u still waiting for that person..and he/she have fallen for someone else...what would most of u do?

lol, k let not talk about this...so today finally my school start le...=)..hohooo...and we kept asking around what u all do ar?..where u all been ar and stuff..hehee...was a fun day when finally start back my school again...=D....k la, shall go bath le...
Nights and sweet dreams in advance...=D

" 눈을 감아도 내 눈 앞에는 너만 서있어 "
僕はまたあなたの事が愛しています知ってる？

2008-07-15T13:49:00.002+08:00

Hohoho,, finally I had found this song hur..lol..Song name cute love by solbi...haha...
hmm, but now i have another problems is that....I don't have their mp3 version de...>.<...argg...can anyone pls help me find? Then send it to me ? OO, there are cute love by solbi....Love song and propose by Andy lee...which also the first 3 song in my song list..heh....=D

" I nv know that I could heard these words again, but this times is in my dreams... "

2008-07-06T00:41:00.003+08:00

Alrighty, A birthday post for Miss Juan...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...=D

2008-07-03T21:13:00.004+08:00

Tuesday:

Stay at home the whole morning and afternoon...am playing my game..haha..it's nice okie..even thought some ppl say I siao already...lately keep play game...haha...no choice ma...=p... holiday lei....if didn't go out means stay at home do things le....for me, playing game is also a form of doing thing hur..hehee....>.<

Then at night went to chalet--> drink, eat and know quite a lot of ppl sia....but actually quite sian at the beginning part of the BBQ...like our group a bit gong la...one group here and there...then just talk in our own group....but after that also not much different la...lol....Reached home at around 4 then playing game AGAIN then sleep at 6 plus...heh..>.<

Wednesday:

Hmm, for today, I slept till 3 plus then after that bath le jiu go meet jian and wendy for movie...haha...watched Wanted...hmm, the movie not bad la...but at some point like a bit over la..haha...those killing move is like omg then when at the ending, that one gun shot that spin round the room and killed 9 ppl even more over...lol...but over rall is a 6/10 movie....can go watch it...=)

Thursday:

Lastly for today, i stay at home la..haha..been going out lately and cash is getting lesser and lesser....shit man...must think of a way to go earn some money....part~time job..I'm coming...hehee..=X

" When that day come, I hoped I will be able to say those words to you "

A 2 DAYS POST...=P

2008-07-01T03:10:00.012+08:00

hoho, finally some update. And recently things been somewhat good and of course there is bad things happen to me too la..haha....

Sunday:

*Morning*

Went out early in the morning at around 9 to botanic garden with mummy to attend my don't know who de ROM...and I am really very surprise to see a lots of aunti wore gown there...omg aunti, its so damm hot there, even thought it was a wedding event. but as for my mum she just wore a dress it's really good enough...as for me I wore a T-shirt + blazer...Due to the hot weather I keep taking on and off my blazer lor...gosh, and those guys there can actually keep wearing it as if like very cold or warm like that....lol...>.<..After that, left home at 12 plus so as to left my blazer at home before going to meet wendy they all....

*Afternoon*

Went out with my beloved frens on this day too...=)
Went to seoul garden in bugis. It's been so long since I went to seoul graden to have my meals. sat there for around 2 plus hours and we play with the food..we fried, steam, boil and bbq the food...luckily I nv have any problems when I got home as for them I not sure liao..hope they fine too...hahahaha...shall upload the photo when I using deskktop..=)...then after that went to walk around bugis...cause really too full liao..lol..then to suntec then link to cityhall which of course home sweet home lastly...=)

Really have a fun day with my loved ones cause a very long time nv meet samather le...she's still well, but still short..almost the same height with wendy....haiz...I will surly wish them to get taller, if god give me the 4th wish...lol....really hope to get such gathering again hur...=D

Monday:

Went out with my family to parkway today, which means shopping whenever I went out with them...haha...cause I no need to pay for whatever I buy...=P
Went to topman shop, bought 4 T-shirt but not all 4 were my...1 is or my 3rd brother and another 1 is for my 2nd bother....then another 2 were for me...haha...who called I am the Ist....haha..maybe they can try harder next time by swimming faster...lol...=X
As for the food, we went to nearby coffee shop to eat....then left home....

AFter reaching home not long, I went out again...haha...I am a busy man okie..no choice, wanted by too many ppl...=P...but somehow I feel bad for not meeting A~long because this is his very first bookout from camp....>.<..sorry hur..shall meet u this Saturday...=)
went to this person de house who named James, and he actually hao yi si to call us help him tidy his place for a while...omg..haha..but was fun...cause instead tidying, we used the sofa de pillow to begin a throwing pillow fight...haha.....OO, 6 ppl were there....James, simin, ying jie+BF. Eunice and me...heh....then rot at his house to play PS3, gossiping and FOOOOOD...wahahaha....Rot till 5 plus then we went home le...=D

Anyway, peoples....if wants to meet me just give me a call hur...=)
Miss u all much...>.<

" The difference between Lke and love is that, Like can only last you for a short period of time while Love can last till you are dead "

2008-06-26T23:30:00.008+08:00

Okie, Here is a very important request by me,myself and I....since my exam end tomorrow....
I'm left with 70 bucks...and I wanted to do the following....

Pls choose the following....

A-->Buy game. what game lei...the name is Assassin's Creed. Cost 62 bucks and left 8 bucks..but if i buy it....I will be rotting at home to play...haha...

B-->Go eat expensive food with friends....which is on Saturday and Sunday...cost around 30 for sat and 40 for sun...

So which investment should I choose? A or B ?...There is no C or D...unless u can come out with a better option....=)...hehe...so peeps help me choose okie...*love*..muack...=D

2008-06-22T15:27:00.004+08:00

Yo pees, sorry hur...after so long I finally update my blog >.<...haha....and for the next week i too will be busy, which means less update =(...but I promise that after next week more update will be up as my holiday is on next week starting on sat...gosh..I hoped this is really going to be a holiday...and no extra this and that..hehee...=P

And right now, finally I'm going to start study le...haiz, actually really a bit sain~ed..but if don't study now...I think I am going to fail my exam liao..and I had told myself before that I am not going to retake any of the modules...and so ya...going to somehow force myself to study and slowly got into the mood of studying...haha....

Ciao baby...miss me alright...*love*

" I'm just not that kind to let my feelings show, even if it's hurt...I will make sure that the smiles will still be on my face...=) "

2008-06-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

To my Dearest father...=D

Happy Birthday

2008-05-31T00:48:00.013+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs .

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> I don't know...cause nv have this kind of feeling before.
What kind of betrayed you mean? She fall for someone else ?....haha...

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> Maybe I want this..nono...I want that...argg..maybe that is better...
Shit la, one is not enough...can I have more ?...^~^

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
---> A wedding that me and her will nv forget in our life...and a wedding that both of us would be happy and bless by all of our friends. (V)

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> kinda of...

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
---> Understand what I'm thinking? Love me, and many more....wahahaha...

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> If choosing between these two, I think being loved is more blessed...

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
---> Till the day when all my feelings for her had fade away...Because that is the time that I know I have stop loving her....

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> Wish her to be happy....and just stay by her side, even thought watching the girl u like with other guy will be sad.....

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> Yes, my lost of sleep...>.<

#10 Is being tagged fun?
---> Not bad, somewhat nice...

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
--->Hmm, with lots of money....

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
---> Family and Friends...

#13 What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> Lovely, sweet and Nice...

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> Right now, I wish to be single and rich..but when I'm at around 25 plus..I wish to get married but rich...hahaha

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
---> Open my eyes?...Hey, who set this question anyway ?...=_=

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
--->Of course, for me its either All or Nothing...

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> If this situation really happened, then I will answer ?...Because right now, its just too hard for me to know...=P

#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> As long as I think he is good and can get along with...^_^

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> Those you know you know type de lor.....lol....+_+

Tagged by : Zhijian ( Bully )
Here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged :

1 --> Simin
2 --> James
3 --> Eunice
4 --> Huijuan
5 --> Peggy
6 --> Shao hua
7 --> Patricia
8 --> Jeremy

2008-05-29T04:48:00.004+08:00

Haha, okie let start off with a request I have to make..=)....Can anyone pls help me find this song? Name: Forgive me from the drama of The legend..aka taihuang shi shen ji.....yup..that it...and whoever got it..pls send it to me k...asap hor...=x...and I will give u a lots of love as a effort for helping...hehee...=P

Okie, now back to some very serious matter.....I think I really need medicine to help me sleep..because this few days I really have a hard time to fall sleep...even thou I really feel very tired after all those few hours of sleeping time....
Sun~mon: 3h Mon~tues: 3h Tues~wed: 6h
Wed~thur: Unknown...

Okie above is those sleeping timing I had recently..some of them may suggested me to go for a hot bath before I sleep, Drink some milk, Just lay on the bed and slowly u'll fall asleep. All of these solution didnt work on me...so ya...sorry hur...can anyone provide me with a new way or maybe I should really seek doctor for some medicine to cope with this issue first? even thought I know it's not good and too may harm my health...>.<...suggestion anyone?....haha...Oh yes...now I remember that there is this very sinful guy who can actually called me to go jump and die so that I can sleep forever...=_=...and u know who u r...lol...

haha, okie think I should go and do some work, because work will make me fall asleep*hope*...haha....
And jian + wen, the thing I will do it in my next post...=x

2008-05-25T05:26:00.008+08:00

In life, there may have happy and unhappy things happen around you.
When an unhappy moment occur. On the appearances, it may seem not to be a good thing or maybe that moment is the worst day of your life. But after some periods of time, that unhappy moment of your life on that day may seem as a memory. You may even forget some of the details that had happened on that day. But because of that special moment you had went through, you maybe even more mature on your thinking or maybe the relationship between two person may get even closer then before. Every problems got it own ways of finding the solution, So what are your ways of finding that solution? Only you, yourself know that answer while others can only help you by suggesting their own answer to you.

okie, I just ended my conversation with patricia not long ago and today may be quite a experiencing night for me ? As most of my friends actually called me today and told me about their recent problems that they were facing. And my introduction for this post is actually kinda of advice for them ? =P

Actually I'm quite happy with his kind of feelings, maybe for them I'm someone who can counted on when they have problems they wish to talk about. Hmm, it seem that I am really a very good listener and adviser hur...hehee....can see that de...wahahaha....so hope they do see it hur...and you sure know who you are hor....=X

hahaha, okie...now back what I am doing today.... Went out to meet eunice at around 11 plus then walk around and shop around before ying jie came and meet us at ps there...then after that went to far~east and places...haha....and reached home at around 4 plus....hehee...this is kinda of a summary of the activity hur..lol...then my mother and another 2 brothers had left for Malaysia today...which means only me and my 2nd brother will be at home...haha...and this so call of lonely life will last for 1 month.....but since we still needed to go school to attend lesson then it shouldn't be that no life hur.....=P

Okie, next....lately I again have problems trying to sleep, just don't know what is the reason that causes my percious sleep but I just have a damm hard time to fall asleep....>.<....haiz, saddening hur...haha...lol...and my voice is not getting any better nows a day too...wth

K la, shall end here and go try get my sleep le...nights and sweetest dreams people...=D

" It's because u all don't know the feeling of losing someone you love deeply "

2008-05-20T19:39:00.003+08:00

Hi Peeps, long time no see...so what u all been doing lately?...and so on and so for....okie, that is my intro for today, cause that's what I always greet them when I " long time no see them "...haha...lol

Okie, recently there is this rainbow thing in msm....so i hope everyone go and put it...as just a rainbow in front of your nick look nicer and more lively....just type (R) at the front then it will pop up...hehee...and heard that this is for the si chuan tragedy de...so everyone just put it okie...=D..thanks hur..and much love (V)

Then now, back to me again...hohoho

This few days been studying..haha...cause my mid-term test is here....and I really really happy to announce that I SKIP MY LESSON TODAY...:D..and now I regret sia....>.<

hmm, This few days the weather is really very terrible..causing me unwanted headaches and more...worst thing is....it's even hot in the night and making me quite pissed with almost everything...omg...omg...omg....just give us a raining day and cool this humid weather....
Drink more water people....=)

" Million of words I wanted to say "

I'm missing you

2008-05-15T05:23:00.004+08:00

So what am I doing this few days? Except for those mundane activities, like going to school, doing work, watch Tv, eat and sleep. I've been reading online stories at around this late hours and why at this time, is basically because of the long hours usage of com by my brother...>.<

If anyone wanted to know the address of that site, please tell me okie and I will give it to you...=)

So what the most of you been doing ? This few days I had not been online wor and also my phone have not been functioning well. That why most of you can't reached me...hehee So how many peoples been missing me already? Haha.....=P

Oo, btw, for those who wants to find me pls msg me ya, as I really can't take call due to some stupid problems with my phone...haha....Or maybe u all would like to call my house ? =X But pls beware, cause most of the times I will not be the one picking up wor...wahahahaha....

Okie, now some question to ask u all...hehee...

If you have been given 86,400 seconds to go back to the Past to change or amend something which you want, which of that day will be ? and who will you spend it with? Actually 86,400 seconds is 24 hours or a full day in our life. So how would u chose to spent that 86,400 seconds as it's not an awful lot of time consider that one full day tends to pass very easily when you are trying to get a lot of things done and especially when you are trying to change or amend somethings which u had done before. So how would you spent this 86,400 seconds given to you ?

" Memories and feelings are the closest thing to reality that a person can get as he rekindles the lost time. Sometimes things happen so quickly that we can’t react to the consequences, all the remains will only be memories and feelings buried deep inside. "

2008-05-10T01:51:00.003+08:00

There are many people walking around in the mist of the crowd as you ponder your steps forward.

As you take a step closer into the territory that you once conquered, your emotions slowly and endearingly crept all over your soul.

You stopped and looked around.
Everything looks quite different from the day you last saw it.
It was then you realized how long it had been since the last time you were here.

To go back to the place in your heart that once only special to you?

I believe there are many places that are special to everyone of us throughout the times we live.

It could be your school garden where you used to grow vegetables for your science project. It could be a park where you use to walk with your ex. It could also be the place where you used to grow up or work.

As you looked around the surroundings, some structures would have been gone; others would have been refurnished with time.

Then you looked at the mass crowd of people walking past you everyday and wonder whether how much it means to them walking past it everyday.

Finally you smiled and wondered if there’s another person who had this special place in his or her heart the same as you.

There are many special places inside our hearts.
As we grow older we venture into more and more unchartered territories, leaving behind only the traces of memories for the place that we used to go.

Have you ever taken a day off from everything that you do and go back to that special place?

I believe everyone should because wherever the place might be now, I’m sure it will always be in your heart no matter what or when.

Hmm, I saw this in someone's blog...
Somehow, The feelings were familiar which I had experience some days ago....
Even thought, It's something not very enterprising...but just don't know why...
The feelings was =...aiya, don't know how to say...haha...
But it does remind me of being dragged into those memory lane....

" Things would have changed by now but the memories I had it there, will always be within me "

2008-05-07T18:04:00.002+08:00

Haha, oh well...today shit again...cause I never go for my lesson..>.<

Main reason, I overslept and by the time I woke up...it was already 3 plus liao..which means lesson going to end any min.....shit man...hoped I won't get bar from exam...>.<...arggg, Tio bar = to I being left in the bottom of the sea...omg, omg , omg....think I better come up with a reason fast and good...if not die ar......+_+

This few days, my group members been fucking with me...never do this never do that...and all like wan me to go die like that...then always made me answer to the teacher alone...wth....made me really wanna kill them sia...maybe one day I should be like CaoCao,"寧教我負天下人，休教天下人負我..." then they know what the taste of it...=P

Okie, now I so sain~ed till I don't know what to do sia...study is boring...running is not healthy...and eating is also sain~ed.....haha...okie..shall end here....and before long I won't be able to online le..so talk to me while u can find me online hur...=)

2008-05-04T17:49:00.004+08:00

hohoo, yesterday I think I am a bit crazy hur...haha....and u all will know upon I list down what the things I have done yesterday..even thou is just only 2 simple things le...hahaha....

Firstly, I went to play basketball at serangoon ave 2 around 12 plus like that.....then we travel to parkway...then to bebok, tampanis and lastly to sengkang...hohoo....we ended at around 11 like that..which means my sat is mostly filled with basketball....then home sweet home....and within a while, my fren called me to go out again...>.<....

Then I went out again...and the thing we do is night cycling....=_=...omg...after whole day of exercise I still went out to cycle...haha....madi...yup...and that what my whole day is all about...then I reached home around 5 plus like that.....wahahaha....

Hmm, change my music playlist again...cause wanna listen to this my all time favour ...haha.....=)..k going out now to eat..and celebrate my brother birthday....and enjoy the songs...=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER....=D

My 200th post...omg..hehee...=DD

2008-05-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

okie, today went out right in the morning till now..haha...and just got back home not long ago..=P...hmm, okie, this is some of those stupid things which my fren told me a few days ago la...haha...

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again back
to 1.
This was what he came up with...

1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep.
But the couple saw me,
so
I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5
with me. I run
so fast until I fall 6 and throw up. So I go into 7
eleven and grab some
8 to
throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him.
10 God he run away.
So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7
eleven. Next day, I
call my
boss and say I am 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no
need to come back 4
work. He
also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down. I don't
understand, I so nice 2
him but I don't know what he 1.

Okie, I know is kinda of lame la...but nvm...It's somehow entertaining....hehee...
k, think I go bath first....kinda sticky and tired after going out the whole day..wahahaha....
Weeeeeeeeeee~~ off to bath lor and then watch show...=P

" In the end everything will be mended with a smile? "

2008-04-27T19:45:00.006+08:00

To: All my dearest who's having problem lately,

when the tear starts to fall
you feel no hope at all
don't you ever think of giving in

when the rain starts to fall
everything seems so calm
don't you ever frown
cuz I'll be around

and late at night
I'll close my eyes

and pray that one day you will find

the strength inside to show you how to break through this time

whenever you need someone I'll be there and everything will be okay
cuz we can pray that one day we'll find the love
that will lift us up to the sky

whenever you need someone I'll be there and everything will be just fine
us hand in hand

we will make it through i'm sure
this i promise you till the very end of time

through the good times and bad
forever we'll always stand

one another to keep our chins up high
and u dont have to be scared

just as long as im there

"When you think you're all alone,

Look back and you'll find me walking along..."

2008-04-23T03:44:00.002+08:00

Omg, I know that I should be sleeping now la..haha...but then I just can't sleep...>.

Today been quite a bad day for me hur...since early in the morning..I found out that my voice is gone...yay...yay...yay...I'm sick in some way la....thanks those who been cursing me hur...=P...haha..and then next..my stomach start to pain....=_=...and u know what...it feel as if I am having period like that...that's what my lady fren say la...haha...cause been paining from the start of around 1 plus till 7 plus...It stop finally when I reached home and have some medicine...lol..now of course I'm feeling good....lucky man...if not I think I will cry ar....hehee..but not with the vocal...=_=....sain~ed....wahahaha...lol...

Haha, k la..think I try go sleep liao..lol..if not tomorrow I sure going to rush to school again...=X
Nights and sweet dreams to all those who is sleeping now hur...=D

Loved~~

" There is always rainbow after rain "

2008-04-20T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yo hi peoples, haha. finally I'm free to blog again hur...and this time I come in the willingness to blog and not someone told me to do so...wahaha...lol....=)

Recently, lots of bad things been happening around me......

Firstly : one of my relative was dead.....
Secondly : One of my fren de problem was also about this....not going to talk much as cause I also don't know the detail too well....=(

Okie, this few day been packed with works and stuff...and seriously I don't have my belove time to go out and play....haha....but yesterday I finally went out...meet jian, derek, lionel, peggy and her Bf and peggy's bf de fren...cant really spell the name...haha....we went for steamboat and actually after that we will be going Cubbing de...but then due to lots of reasons we decided not to go, due to stuff like --> too ex and far...haha....

After canceling that, we went to AMK hub to catch a movie....by Jet li and Jackie chan de...but most importantly the girl lui yi fei was the main catch in the movie...I think i pay the movie ticket just to go in and watch her, Jet li and Jackie chan...cause the movie was not that good...quite lots of stupid stuff la...haha...and so after that Home Sweet Home...=D

" When you think you're all alone, Look back and you'll find me walking along "
020507

2008-04-10T20:23:00.005+08:00

HAha, it's been a while since I last blog right...lol. Sorry la,this few days been quite busy hur. Busy with lots of things ar, like work~ sleep~ eat~ and of course drink~ lol, lame. hmm....k la, just come to blogger cause I am board...and just nice....patricia said this" why not try updating your blog? Cause it's seem that it's rotting ".......haha....not bad for her right...still can suggested me to come blog....and also she send me a song which I think is nicy....

Name of song: 如果你也聽說
Singer: A~mei

Haha, If possible, I will have it in my imeem play list later on bah but this is quite a old song le and i bet most of you must have DL le bah...=X

Oo, when I was playing with my phone just now...I came across this msg from my sent item:

" I know i can be a little stubborn sometimes, a little righteous and too proud. I just wanna find a way to compromise because I believe that we could works things out. I thought I have all the answer never given in But baby since you've gone...I admit that I was wrong. All I know is that I'm lost without you. I'm not gonna lied how am i gonna be strong without you by my side. I need you with me. If you ever say we never been together and we ended with goodbye. I don't know what I'm gonna do. How am I gonna face the day without you by my side.
I want you back baby... "

And of course this msg was not for me...haiz, if for me de..I will be damm happy liao lor...lol..=P
If I"m not wrong, this msg should from that girl de...as for who I shall not say....just know the msg..dont know the ppl can liao..haha...lol..but was quite an emotional things to send to a guy la...especially when a lady go to this extent...and for their result~~they still broke off in the end...T_T

Okie, now back to me again...haha...this few days been attending school ..my school hours is from 12.45 pm to 7 pm....except for Thursday and Friday...From 4 pm to 7 pm...and I will be studying in 3 courses.... Business management, Accounting and Banking and Finance....=)

Okok, thats it for today....I think the post is long enough to make ppl sleep...=X...

See you guys soon..especially Ying jie, James And Simin..who always say want to tag me but let me eat grass in the end...lol...**Love**

" I'm Missing you "

2008-04-01T18:25:00.003+08:00

Alright guys, 1 short post for you all.....

Happy April Fool Day....wahahaha.....

Some of them been trick by me le right...haha..hope u dont mind hur....=X

2008-03-27T14:29:00.003+08:00

Know too many things which i shouldn't known.....

Saw too many things which i shouldn't see.....

What it brings were disappointment.....

If somethings really meant not to be known then why did I.....

Maybe..... Maybe....Maybe.....

Everything is just so hard to predict.....

" 你也许都不会知道 "

2008-03-25T18:40:00.004+08:00

okie, I am back to blog again...hahahaha....I know that my blog is rotting liao..but then recently I got things to do la..haha....Like basketball...drama...and " outing "....haha
Sound as if i got lot of things to do right..but actually not...cause I been staying at home to watch my dearest drama.....wahahaha...of course with activities to go with...if not will be very sain de lei....just keep watching drama....lol...

Here r some the things happen lately,

Firstly~~I form a basketball team with some friends and maybe we will go play matches...haha.. and now it is on the way of good progress...=)

Secondly~~My archery lesson going to finish soon le wor...haha...after quite a numbers of lesson...it is going to end soon le....hmm, a bit she bu de la...haha....hope we can still arrange outing together with all the class member hur..hehee

And

Lastly~~My that stupid psp has not been working for a few months le...I being to missing it la...sending it for repair is going to cost me a big sum of money again...so i am going to buy a new one again....haha...anyone have any lobang pls tell me okie...thanks...the price i wants will be around <190.....price is negotiatable...

Okie, that all about it... as for the detail and some things that i did not mention jui forget about it le bah...haha...Take care okie....=)

2008-03-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

hohoo....i am back blogging again...haha...hmm, just came back from shopping....despite the bad weather i still went to town to shop or maybe walk around ?...cause i did not buy anything la...and in fact i date them out to shop de..cause i wanted to go buy some new shirt...wth...>.<...haha...
then they buy their things...stuff and extra extra....then one of my fren went crazy since she met that lady...haha....named seline..omg, and he keep repeating her name over and over again on our way back...why is quite..you know u know..haha...then now home sweet home le....and i still haven bath yet...hahaha....okie...shall go bath now..=)..firstly, Nights and sweetest dreams all...=D

" Confident is always the factor that keep me secure.
But today, Confident transmute into fear..."

2008-03-11T23:57:00.008+08:00

hmm, this few days been quite busy hur..haha....cause lots of things been keep coming up...ad once again...I'm pack with events..wahahaha...okie..yesterday went to have dinner at kok wei working place de restaurant..the food there was okie...but it as seem we went to a hunted house..=P..haha....that line was from yien..and derek say a girl look like a ah ma...omg...they are bad right..haha..hmm, i'm no any better too...=X

hmm, as for today..been staying at house almost the whole day..except went out to buy food and stuff like that...haha..can said that i am board today..luckily i still have my msn to pei me..and quite a lot of ppl is online..which mean i am busy chatting with them la...haha even thou some i just nv reply la..hohoho...hmm, shall stop here...feeling sleepy le..haha..recently been sleeping early laterly and i am telling the turth okie..IT'S REAL HOR...haha..>.<

And some pic of my dearest son-->Honghong....arrrg, he just so damm cute la..miss him lots..>.<

" I'm missing you "

2008-03-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

Haha,,yes...i am finally online to blog again..wahahaha....okie..let start with wednesday...that day i went to change my Ic..haha..finally from a part~time singaporean to becoming a Full~time singaporean....haha...haiz, quite tried doing all those tirp to there and come back again...damm ma fan lor....and one thing make me hate it was that..i needs to wake up early in the morning...>.<..haiz...haha..okie..that was in the day...and when nights fall, i went to choing..wahaha...went to clinic bar..then hop to Lunar Bar and saw Mr Jacky Chan...haha...damm lucky man,, seeing him in person looked a bit wried la...lol..then we went to double O....since shi hao said that he wanted to go there and see...but was really quite a sain palce so went there a while and home sweet home le...haha....

As for yesterday, my so called exam went well...and Of course...I passed it okie....even thought Jing ting keep saying that i confirm can't shoot de...but i prove her wrong...and whatmore...I'm way better then her...hahaha..okie..shall stop here..hehee...blog later..=D

2008-03-04T09:22:00.003+08:00

Hoho....will be leaving for KL later on..haha...and finally hur..i came online to blog...hehee..hmm, laterly been going out with friends..hmm, can said that my programme is quite a lot la..haha..tomorrow maybe will be going to meet shi hao and shi ya..and some of shi ya fren if they are coming la..haha...and on tuesday..i will have to go archary with jing ting...and i'm looking forward okie..can i will be having kind of a test..to see if i can " shoot " out the arrow or not...haha..of course i think will pass with no prob..but u nv know what will happen la...and friday...hmmmm....meanwhile not having any event yet..so if ya wanted to book me..better be fast okie...then sat will be going shopping with mummy...haha...finally hur..can go shopping with mummy...hohoho..." I'll make sure she will spent some money..."..haha...hmm, k la..gtg..i had spent 15 min in blogging liao..bb

" I'm missing you "

2008-02-27T15:30:00.001+08:00

I need some place to hide....can anyone provide any shelter for me ?...Just for a few days...

2008-02-26T03:31:00.002+08:00

haha, here i am to blog again..whohoo..i know it's late liao la..haha..but then just cant sleep..hehee
hmm, today too many things for me to handle....right in the afternoon...I received a bad news....upon ,hearing it..really make me so stress and emo lor....i am really not prepare to know this kind of things yet..and somewhat i still have to face it...and that's life...okie...shall end here..cause really no mood to continue any longer....

" It may be callous facts..but I'll still have to accept it "

2008-02-23T18:46:00.004+08:00

Hihihi....wahahah..today, is another one of my brother de birthday..haha...so taht emans this will be another birthday post..haha...i.u see la..so many birthday post.....haha

Happy Birthday...
Happy Birthday....
Happy Birthday To Derek....

haha, will be going to kallang later..hoho...to eat thai village..=P..yummy...hehee...

2008-02-21T16:38:00.003+08:00

hmm, haha..all of a sudden found all these song in my folder and think that i can out it up..haha....yup, that's right...i change my song playlist...of course this is a new made one..haha..if not i will be having a hard time trying to delete athose song ...lolz...
was actually doing notihng right now..was feeling a bit sain..going to meet eunice later at around 9 pm...she said that she have things to pass me and right till now still dont wanna tell me aobut it..haiz..haha...better be a good surprise okie..lolz...haha..Oo..shall post up my archary thing soon...all of a sudden i not posting about it hur..and someone is kb~ing me le..hehee

" Thanks, really thank a lot..you gave me the best thing i can had on that night, and that is a listening ear for hearing me talking about emo stuff...really thanks a lot jing ting..=) "

2008-02-18T09:49:00.002+08:00

argg....haha..sorry hur..lately cant blog due to the citizen ship things i have to handle....>.<...been so ma fan lor..need this need that...and yet they dont wanna get it done by 1 try...haiz...=(
At first..i thought they will takes days to complete the whole process..but i was wrong..it actually took days for me to go and sign this and that...and sad to said that...I'm going there in less then 15 min from now...>.< ....which means i had paid the 6th visit to them liao...which i think the ppl they knew us by heart liao...it's so sain at there...and usually will be there for like 2 to 3 hours....and worst till...my psp is down again...and really AGAIN i have to send it for repair....haiz...sadden once more....haha....
Oo..and sorry for those tag reply hur..lately dont even have times to go others blog to see here and there...but then i of course have time to blog la..hehee...and altely...most of ym fren been sick hur...haha....pls take care okie...haha...k la..gtg...bb...dont miss me ya...wahahahaha....lolz..=D

" Pls take care of yourself...and dont fall sick peoples..=) "

2008-02-15T03:13:00.002+08:00

Hi to everyone..hehee....today is V-day...so do u all have a nice date or day ?...I bet most of you must have bah...wahahaha.....as for myself...I stayed at home the whole day...>.<..haha...i know la..some people should be scolding me now...as i dont wanna pei them go out ahve a walk or what..hehee..sorry la...but just dont know why..just dont feel like going out...unless those near by places...lolz...haha..k la..just bathnot long..shall go to bed le wor...nights and sweetest dreams..=)

Oo..Happy Valentines Day..=D
I love you, is all i could said...but the different is that, I cant let you know...cause right now we are only friend...

2008-02-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

hohoho..this will be another birthday post....and that lucky person is SIMIN...hohoho..haha..happy now...haha...=P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIMIN

okok...I know that u may think that this birthday cake can't be compare to your's birthday cake from yesterday..but then it's still a cake okie...haha..hmm...may all your wish come true and btw, one thing to tell u..u r ageing...wahahaha....=X
...meet ya soon..and ying jie too..=D

2008-02-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

Haha..okie..let do this quick quick..as I need to be go now...haha
i will be going for Malaysia..and will only be back after next Monday...haha....
okie...Here it is..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

May all ang pao big big and fill with more more more money..haha...

k la..I shall end here...bb...

"A post that shall nv be made known"

Just wannn know , Do u love me ?

Haha...just came back from battle ...lolz

2008-02-04T00:44:00.001+08:00

haha...I am home sweet home right now...haha....hmm, today went shopping almost the whole day...hoho..finally have one day I can go out shop till so happy hur...haha...but in the end i spent $70+ for a belt and a shirt...but is nice la....=D....hahahaha.... Just when we went to outram Mrt station...omg..there were so many malay ppls can.."or maybe not..."..then me and my bro who was being racies and being some stupid lame jokes....

Me aka seang: Omg, yang what should i do ?
Yang: Huh? huh? what happen ?
Seang: Oh shit..I suddenly cant see anything..this Mrt station is dark...
Yang: omg, how did u lose you sense of sight?..R u still okie?
Seang: What should i do? I am blinded by those black walking species..argg..my eyes hurt...

okie..that what we said, and scare to say that..almost 75%++ of the ppl there r black in colour..lolz....some of them stare at us and some just hard care us...luckily i am still alive..cuase even if everyone of them just spit at us..we also will be drown by their saliva..lolz..>.<
Btw..i saw jay chao in person today in bugis..haha..he was trying to promote his new movie...haha...and actually I could hardly see him la..as to many crazy fans were around those "perfect view" spot...haha...

HAHA..and that my days for today..=)..k la..thik i better go sleep le..nights and sweet dreams to most of you...=D

2008-02-03T14:17:00.000+08:00

haha...hmm, later I can finally go out le...wahaha... finally hur...haha...cause have been bady sit that stupid 3 years old child of my aunt..so damm naughty and noisy...>.<...I really hoped that my future children does not be alike like him....=X

Okie... as for those of my past few days...I been at home..haha..even though mostly I did not answer the call la..but then I am at home la....as for the reason of being at home is the answer above....BADYSITTING....=(....haiz..so sain right...and i still haven buy my new years cloths lor..haiz...haha...k la..shall go bath and get ready now..=)...see ya...

" 你心裡觸動的,下一首已經不是我 "
"so i take your answer as a no ? "

2008-02-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

Haha..okie..this will be another Birthday post to one of my bro..haha...Haohao...lol..

Happy Birthday To Haohao

haha...looked like one day I will lack of picture to post up when whoever birthday if this goes on..haiz..cause nest month..more friends birthday are coming...and all of then sure do know how to make me busy by wanting their birthday post...>.<...haha..what nice friends I have...oops...=P

Okie..right now i am damm piss off with that stupid MSN..wth...keep don't letting me logon...and had been trying that for hours...wtf....haiz...k la..shall stop here...haha..anyway...best wishes to most of ya...haha...

祝我生日快乐

2008-01-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

hohohoho......how i wish that today most of you will get a shock when reading the newspaper...=P
cause if it really happens...it will publish on a ONE single BIG page as like below....

TODAY IS SEANG'S BIRTHDAY.

Wahahahaha.....really thanks to those who pei me yesterday hur....haha..really thanks a lots....was really enjoying...=)..and thanks Shujuan, ying jie, simin, James, Lionel, Derek, Yien, Cindy, Eunice, Imelda tan, Pei qi jiejie and last by not e least...Jing ting for their present..I really love it..haha...really thanks a lot hur...=P.....thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks....XD... those name not up pls tell me hur..cause cant really remember who and who did give me...=P....okie...I'm going to open all my present up in a while more..hohohoo..happy happy happy....cause got a lot of presents...>.<....

OO...and btw...thanks Wei min and his friends for their wishing in msn..that was really special and unique...cause once i log in..all window pop up and then the decoration was really stylish...hahaha...Love it...=D...I will go and look at it once in a while de..=)

Hehee...really thanks a lots..cause this year..those hardly contract de also msg me and wish me...=)
Really really thanks..was touch, moved and happy....=) that lots of u still did remember my birthday...=D

2008-01-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

hohoo..haha...hmm, first of all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY

yaya...hmm..actually yesterday on 25th jan is my mummy birthday..but then i forgot to post it...oops..>.<...so i should...must post it today...hehee....later going out to celebrate with her...hmm, what should i treat her?....haha...cause she still haven give me the answer of what she wanna eat...=X...

Oo..and another issue..sorry that I cancel all my 4 days birthday celebration...reallly sorry to you guys and really thanks a lot too...cause it's always u all who make it so special to me =D...haha...hmm.. okie la..shall stop here...anything give me a call or what bah...=)

Another nights i cant fall asleep...WTH...>.<

2008-01-25T04:23:00.000+08:00

Argg..i cant sleep..haha..that why i came to blog and have some fun...and see if i will feel sleepy after some typing...haha....but then..think at the moment will not bah...haiz..been toss~ing on my bed for hours..and i once read a book..if u can't fall asleep in a room for more then 20 min..u should go to other place to do others things....>.<....haha..so right here i am doing other thing....=P..but then...think a bit shit liao la....cause my eyes is getting swollen every single sleepless night....=(..haiz..getting a big and swollen panda eyes...=X....haha..okie...should try going back to sleep again...Nights and sweet dreams...=)..lolz

Result...

2008-01-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

Okie..my result is out...to be frank..i had done badly..which i am not very expected for this kind of result L1 R4 = 27...but then since this is the way..then i shall reflect on it...and see what i should do now...haha...okie la..to those who care for me...don't worry la..I'm perfectly fine..hehee...oops..and can u all dont tihnk that i will do anything foolish okie....all keep msg~ing me here and there...really thanks a lot hur...haha...=)...k la...i go bath le then after that i will go sleep a while ...hehhee..cause my eyes a bit swollon la...=P..haha...>.<....bye bye..=D

I'm really disappointed, damm disappointed with it....I really did my best and put in all my effort in it...but in the end this is the result i got...even thought many of my tution teacher said that my result is not bad le..but to me..this kind of result..is really really very disappointing....='(((((((((

2008-01-22T08:44:00.000+08:00

hmm...haha..nice to finally see me blog again?..hohoho...hmm, i will be going out in just a while more..haha...going over to KL..>.<...haiz...of course of my dad works....lolz..something i just dont understand....why do i have to be there if it's me dad's work...wth right..lol..anyway..since i have a free flight....so i shouldn't complain more..haha....hmm, i will be back at around in the nights times bah...haha...is like just going for a one day trip and go there just to pass him his doc or what so ever again..wth...lolz...so sain...haha....hmm, k la...anthing just giev me a call ya..cause i must go now..if not late liao...heheee...=P

P.S--> Oo...Ying jie, james and simin..if i early then i go meet u all bah...if not u all always said that i'm late...haha...k la..see u all in the night...=)

If loving you is wrong, then I would rather not be right-->
This would be my feelings for you...
Boundless as the long nights,Vast as the morning sun,
Resounding with fragrance, Colours and Sound->
This would be my love for you...
And above all, Would be my answer to you...

Sickness condition: Worse-->worsen-->worst.... >.<

2008-01-17T13:44:00.000+08:00

haha..okie..just woke up not long ago....

Firstly, .after a few days of eating "Homemake" medicine ...instead of feeling better each day..i felt worsen..>.<..and yesterday was the day that i felt the worst...=X...feelings as if I'm dead...and sorry if i did not reply those call or msg...cause after so many ppls called and msg..i decided to put it in silent mode...so..sorry ya..haha...today is no any better...and maybe later going over to see doctor..maybe only la...haha...
Secondly, ppls asked me just now..why i dont wanna go see doctor...hmm, here r the reason below..haha..>.<....

Too troublesome and costly...still need to walk till quite far le..and some more not feeling well liao still need to walk...>.<
hmm..mainly too lazy..haha...
Thought that homemake medicine is way too good..can cure alread

hmm...yupi...cant think of any more reason le..haha..not bad liao hor..sick still can think of so much rubbish....haha..=P...okie la..then i go play com "a while" then go for some
"sun-bay" and then i will come back and sleep.....as for "seeing doctor" will not be in my day today....=X...

"我只想握著你的手, 其他的...我可以不要."

Haha...am moody right now..Emo`ing...=(*

2008-01-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

Haha..okie..now..to be frank...I'm quite moody...by somethings ?...what is that...guess those who know me will know about it..and thank to that...yesterday I got another good scolding by ying jie...>.<..hahaha...okie la...ying jie..firth half i will post it on here...lolz then another half will post it on some other place...=)..u should know where...lolz....hmm, haiz..think maybe I should stop thinking so much..even though I always been thinking so much la....but then of some many things..only relationship is the problem that always keep me getting emo....and also the hardest things for me to get thought....recently, I always been having this kind of feelings...even thought I don't know how to express it but it does not feel good at all...=(....I know that i always keep things from you all....and am sorry about it....but that's how I am..lolz..k..shall stop here...lol...

" 在你心里, 我已失去拥抱爱情的权利? "

Happy birthday...=D

2008-01-13T17:05:00.000+08:00

okie..haha..today is miss Nengli birthday..even thought try to put up that record song..by then the attempt just wasn't successful...haha..>.<...
Anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENGLI...=D

2008-01-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

Thanks...=)

I had a dream today..that dream seem to bring me for a tour and seem to last for days...haha...lol...even it may sound unreal..but I just had it...hmm...I quite like this dream at the starting..even though somehow I cant really remember clearly..but I'm sure that somewhat...I already had experience it before...=)...it's as seem God knows I been trying to go back to that time...where every things had just started and if it real...thanks him/her...for giving me this dream...=)

Your concern worth more then the thousands ppls..=)

Not happy and Emo...

2008-01-08T03:41:00.000+08:00

turning on the music
slow songs once again
ones that make me cry
and put you in my head

cuddling my pillow
wishing it were you
trying to think of a reason
as to why you would love me to

and i find myself running dry
but i still find a way to cry
making a mess of my face
wiping it all over the place

but lying doesn't do much good
because i know yes i know
in my heart i would die
if i were ever forced to let you go

and to think that love hurts so bad
when theres no one to hold your hand
shouldn't love be all smiles
the willing to go that extra mile

but do you know I'm willing
but living in fear
what am i to do
when i need you here

to think i want you to wipe my eyes
dry my tears for the rest of my life
how much i need this

Some sad news..tomorrow i cant go see Da shi xiong off...to be frank..I really hope to be there...as he is really a nice guys and really wanted to see his off the last time...but due to somethings which happen today...I tomorrow needed to go there again....=(....haiz..why cant they just make it a one day trip..and so i can no need spent so much time going there and too the transport free is not cheap either...anyway....I'm not too happy with the result i known today...=(

"想给的安慰总是说不出来"

2008-01-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Haha..anyway, right now I'm enjoying...lol..in a room with air-con and with wine..hoho...and of course music..haha...damm relax and should be feeling great..but instead of feeling great, I'm kinda of not in a mood....haha..okie..anyway..just wish my luck tomorrow again..hohoho...and can stop all those ma fan de shi....haha..k..i shall stop here..nights and sweet dreams peeps...=D
How i wish i can stop going to hospital again..=(
" That feeling is still so warm and sweet "

Photo update....haha..>.<

2008-01-03T18:15:00.001+08:00

Haha.....hey,guys..this is my another son..haha...and whatmore he is more cute then alysius..>.<...haha...argg..he really is damm cute...=P

Omg, he is smiling at me....=D

Hey, pls look at me..if not i can get a nice pic to you...=P

NOOO...pls dont itchy hand..haha...=X
ARgg, omg...he is real damm cute...haha....haiz..most bady is cute what...=)

Wuhohoho..finally i get my ass down to upload all these photo..haha..>.<.....haha...that bady is damm cute right..haha....His name is HongHong....and he looked like a bit Lin yi chen when he smile..haha...which made him kind of beauti....hohoho....AND this is my Belate late WIsh HAPPY NEW YEAR...may this new year be a fun and laughter year for most of you and stay happy always...hehee...alright...MY wish for this new year..:Pass my O-level result and get into a poly....then the e=rest i dont wish to say about it..haha..as it's something personal....hohoho..k la..then i shall stop here...anything just give me a call...alright guys...dot miss me alright..Oo..btw...one of my best friend--> Zijian is going into army liao...haiz...we sure going to miss him lot...haha..but just wish him a happy life in those 2 years of army life bah....=D

" Maybe sometimes..... "

2007-12-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

Haha...I'm back to blog again...=)...lol..sorry to all my friends hur...this 2 weeks i been out..and cant spent much time with u all....so just beg with it a while ya..=)...haha..okie...i will be back at around 10 plus tonight...but then i think i will be meeting james,simin and ying jie plus her BF?...haha..i going to thank him man...he finally tag me...His "First Time" haha...lol...Happy happy happy..hoho...then tomorrow most probably going for BBQ at around night time..=)..Finally Another year is coming...There is so much memories in this year of 2007..which i will never forget....=)..haha..right now i am reading a story book which hold many different story..but mostly is about love..haha...and their story was short and nice but there is one such story that caught my attention...and lots of memories was flashing thought me when i was reading it...and of course..slowly my mood was turning moody with the help of song...

Hereby declare the Story by Sean Reed

Perhaps Tomorrow Will End without the Tears

The sun is slowly settling down below the horizon for the night as the somber looking boy carefully shifts his car into first gear. Methodically he turns on the headlights and fastens his seatbelt as he turns his car onto the road and melts into the evening traffic. As his car drifts down the road, no one notices the tear slowly trickling down his cheek. All seems strangely quiet to him, as if the world is silently floating by, unreal and dreamlike. His world isn’t a dreamland though. His dream has turned out to be just that—a dream.
He is supposed to be over this by now. That is what he tells himself. He isn’t though. There weren’t any angry words or slammed doors. It was nothing like that at all. Perhaps it would have been easier that way. Being angry would make it easier to put it behind him. Easier, but not better. There isn’t any reason to be angry though. And, more importantly, he doesn’t want to be angry. Not at her, anyway. He hurts inside—deeper than ever before.
The light is red. The car slows to a stop. That’s the way he feels right now. He feels like his life has come to a stop. Nearly all his dreams were wrapped up in her somehow, or at least included her in them. It isn’t that she suddenly walked out of his dreams, nor did he abruptly walk out of hers. They had talked. It was the best for both of them, they thought. Yes, it was. He can accept that. But why does his heart feel like it is torn in two? Why is he driving home with a tear trickling down his face?
He glances out the window as the road takes him past a cozy country diner. The door opens and, for a split second, he sees inside. A happy young couple sits across from each other at a small table with a look spread across their faces that only two people in love can have. Memories flood back into his mind. Memories of what use to be and isn’t any more. He will never be able to look at her like that anymore. A special smile or tender gaze will never be shared again. She was the first one, the only one to him. How could there ever be anyone else? The tear has company now as more find their way down his face. He glances down at the speedometer.
A brown sign looms ahead. The park is down the road to the left. As he sees the sign, regrets flood his mind. She had wanted to go to that park with him before. Other things had come up and they didn’t go. They could go tomorrow, he remembered assuring her. But tomorrow hadn’t worked out either. He wishes now he had taken her. There are other regrets. Yes, so many regrets. Why hadn’t he taken advantage of more opportunities to let her know how special she was, how much he cared? Why hadn’t he created more opportunities to do the same? He can’t anymore. He wants to call her, tell her that he still loves her. He really does still care. That is why the tears are streaming down his face.
Perhaps the tears are a little selfish. He’s crying because he’s hurt, because he’s lost the girl that meant so much to him. He’s also crying because he knows that she’s hurt, because she has lost the boy that meant something to her. He wants to think that he had meant much to her, but he had never been sure about that. He loved her, yes, and still does. Even now, when he hears that she is going through difficulties, or when people put her down, it hurts him. She’s still the girl he loves. Why can’t he just forget, as if this had never been?
He sees home, with the front light still on, as he rounds the last corner. A faint smile peeks through the tears as he thinks of his parents leaving the light on for him. But the smile is quickly drowned beneath the tears. He has to get through this. He knows he will. He is working through it but deep down in his heart, he still wants her back. Yesterday hadn’t ended this way. Perhaps tomorrow will end without the tears. Wishing to tell her one last words." I Love you, no matter what happen "

"Some called it Lost love but some called it True love...to me...my love for you will clings to my heart forever, no matter how much pain it has caused, no matter how many tears have fallen..I still do love you"

2007-12-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

hihi...let guess where i am now..hehee....lol...so everyone missing me?..lol..must be..cause from the day i left singapore...my eye had been so itchy since the start of the next day...wth...and now my eye become red red liao..>.<....=P..haha....okie..now i'm in singapore...finally back from holiday...haha....hmm..the trip was nice and tried out lots of new food and stuff...lol..and also and also and also this and that....lol..too many things liao la....cant finish it...and oh u all know what...on 25/12/2007..i went back to malaysia for 1 day..and how nice..i actually fell down from my motor...wth..now my leg damm nice ar...wan to see more?..just meet me...hahahahaha...lol..okie..will upload some pic later on...=)..meanwhile...I will go bath first..=D

@@..Friends..remember to collect chocolate from me..hehee...i had prepare almost for everyone...=D..and thanks for the Chirstmas cards u all sended to me...happy..happy..happy..=D

我出国的这段日子里, 我非常地想妳

2007-12-22T11:44:00.001+08:00

Haha..alright...I will be leaving in less then 24 hours times..hohoho..finally hur...lol...can go oversea for some Holiday...=P.....and thxs those who send me msg of wishing me luck and so for...^~^...and also some who send me msg of wish u bad luck...I shall not indicate who la...hor...u know yourself when u sees this hor...haha...>.<...okie..maybe away for 1 or 2 weeks cause still not sure what places can I go...lol....once confirm le still have to see if there will enough money...-_-....damm ma fan man...lol...=X...hahahahaha

Merry Christmas To You All

hehee..since I wont be in Singapore for chirstmas
so here an early wishes to you all...may this day of joy be celebrate with all you loved ones...=D...hmm,come to think of it...where will I be, when Christmas day come?..haha...it will still be a mystery...lol..k la..then I shall stop here....=)...
Hoped every one enjoy their day and of course pls do not miss me ya..haha...I know that some of you surly will miss me de....Especially Nengli hor..haha..more nightmares...=P

"不知为什么...但就是会有这种感觉"

此时的我好想send妳一个msg...跟妳说,"妳愿意陪在我身边吗?"
但我却没有...因为在我脑海里,我已可以看到妳的答复了.

Alright, I'm leaving soon le wor..hehee

2007-12-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

whohoho...today...went to archery class as usual..haha...and guess what....jing ting was in shock when i called her early in the morning...to ask her what time we meeting..and then she can actually tell me that...Omg, u actually called me in the morning..i still thought that u will be sleeping and am about to give u a morning call...>.<....WTH right...haha...lol...okie la...Oo..The time and date had been confirm and i will be leaving at this Saturday...at night time..hoho...my first stop will be at shanghai...and most probably will be back after 1 week or 2 weeks times...=) K la..then i shall stop here..later going to meet simin they all...Better dont miss me ya...=D

我也是...好想妳...好想见到妳...
我也一样...一直在我们曾经到过的地方...努力寻找着妳的身影...
虽然明知在那时间, 妳不可能会在...但还是会去寻找着妳的身影...
我真很想妳...但妳.....不会在来了吧!...=(

A Long post ahead...=P

2007-12-18T19:56:00.001+08:00

haha....just came back from my primary school gathering..hmm..it was fun and exciting...haha...>.< it has been quite a long long time since i last saw them..and some becoming more prettier and some more handsome...haha...alright...now i'm at home..of course at home la..if not how i blog..lol...then a while more...I'm going out for dinner again...=P

okie..here r some of my late post..>.<...okie..let start form Thursday..=)

13/12/2007

Hmm..woke up at around 1 plus....then went to archary class at 3pm...with jing ting..hohoho...sorry ar...maybe next week cant pei u go liao..haha....sorry...>.<...then after that went to have dinner with her and home sweet home after that...=)

14/12/2007 and 15/12/2007

This day I am staying at home until night time when someone jio me go out play marjong..=P..then play through the night till next morning...hoho..after that at sat...I slept for the whole day..till sunday..=(

16/12/2007

Sunday..went to concert with some of my friends..hehee..thanks for the ticket...really thanks a lot ar..hahaha.....it was nice and after which we went for supper and chat till 2plus....and james thanks for the ride home....=)

17/12/2007

This particular day...i went out again...went out in the morning at 11 plus to town to settle some bills then take mrt to woodland to meet jia hao, my dear sis xiao hui and my brother.....then we went to RP for some tour...and know what...RP is big and nice in the sense...as almost the whole place is in air-con...whohohoho....nice right...haha...and also a nice place for dating too..=P..and later on we caught a movie named-->Alvin and the Chipmunks...haha..omg man...they are so cute can especially Theodore...argg....it is fat.."yay right" but then...it is sweet and chubby..argg,i had fallen in love with him...^-^

haha..okie..that will be all.=)...wait till my next post...once i have comfirm the time and date i will announce it...hehee...=D

有可能妳不信, 但我还是很爱妳 .

2007-12-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

痛...还是会痛.....=(

" The greatest grief does not come from despair..but come from the heart for not giving up "

2007-12-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

Halo..peeps...long times no see..hohoho....Miss me?....haha...even thou i know that there are still days before x-mas..but then i can't wait till that day le...hohoho....Christmas day is coming to town.....muhahahahaha....>.<

Hmm...my day for today was fun..hehee....woke up at around 2pm plus..thanks to Ong Jing ting...=P...for keep bomb-ing my phone ar...but then feel kinda bad la..lol...because that poor girl had been calling my Hp from 1pm and then i work up at 2pm...=x..oops..sorry la..but then really thx a lot..if not i will have miss the class today le...=D...haha..then went for Archery class from 3pm to 5pm...hmm, for that..it was damm fun...=D..hahah...

okie.. think i will stop here as it's time for me to fall asleep le...haha...cause tomorrow have work...>.<...nights and sweetest dreams ppls...muack..miss u all lots...=D

" 我只能痴痴地看着我手机里的那个号码,却怎么都没有勇气按下. "

原来曾经拥有过....还比失去痛苦

2007-11-22T02:22:00.000+08:00

haha...i am awake..hohoho...firstly..congrats to my dearest ying jie...think she must be feeling happy right now...lol..cause she finally patch with her bf liao...lol....hehee....so bless...=P...haha...lol..

hmm...slept almost the whole day...=P..woke up at around 8am plus as my house down-stair was having something on..it was quite noisy la..>.<...then went back to sleep at around 11 plus ?....lol
then slept till 7pm?..oops...i only hoped to take a nap ba le..but then slept till 7 pm...>.<...haiz..thanks to ying jie called me and told me the good news...haha...which mean u woke me up...=P.....lol..can said that today i rot or sleep at home again...lol..nv really went out this few days...haiz...and what more..i am trying to maintain the record of having less that 3 meals per days...somebody said that i will eventually faint one find day...=x...haha...how nice they can told me this...haha...>.<...k la..think i will stop here...hoped i can really sleep tonight.....

Nights and sweetest dreams peeps...=D

"Don't worry, i am fine...yup...=D"

我的心好痛, 真的很痛...原来我的真心话, 妳只把它当成是个谎言...
妳赢了!.... 妳的那番话已很成功的让我流泪...如今滴下的眼泪已停不住了.....
当我有表示时, 妳却拒绝了....我已不知道要如何做才是正确的....
對...我不知道妳要的是甚么... 那妳要的到底是甚么?

2007-11-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

haha..okok..today the whole day rotting at home..and yet some stupid girl told me to blog how i had rot at home the whole day..doing this and there..since she had requested for it...then i shall post it up for her..but then...the thing u asked me...will still be the same reply...and what more..i think this is time wasting for you ... 对不起...=)

okie..today rot at home..firstly...i went for a wash up at around 11.30am? ..and then i stare at my computer till 3pm plus?..after that i went for some branch?..then i went home again to stare at my com till 11pm plus and had my "dinner" or should i said supper?...lol...haha....hmm..this few days...and i must said days...i onli had 2 meal per day..zomg..>.<...sometimes even one...wow...what a nice healthy lifestyle i had right...lol....=P

k la..then i should go sleep le...nights and sweetest dreams guys...=D

"妳还会回到我身边吗?" 我很想知道
再一次的对妳说,"我爱妳"

To: ying jie...>.<

2007-11-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

=)..since u asked me this question...then i shall post up here..as u said that u don't mind...and what more...it can increase my post..and update a bit hur...mohahahah...

Ying jie...to be frank..i think u should go and tell him about it lor....like what i had said...sometimes girl should made the move....now the shi dia is bu tong le...even thou guy should usually be the one making the move....=x....but sometimes, women r really hard to understand man...lol.....saying things that they dun mean like what u r doing..ying jie...=P.... and run away because they wanna know if guy will chase after them..think u also wanted him to do so bah...but too bad...he is not that type of guy...=x..but guys also wanted to know if u girl will willing to chase him back as after the 2 of you had been through much before getting together...so i think maybe u can tell him about it....hoped every things will be settle soon...=D..and btw..what is your bf de name ar?....Even did met him before...but then keep forgetting his name...=P..haha...

Ying jie...things don't usually come by..when u miss it...sometimes,u will lost it forever...and nothing can bring back those things u once had...and what if he have the same thinking as me?....then r u ready to miss for him almost every night?....keep looking at your phone hoping that he will once call or msg you again?...and whenever its rings...hoping it is him?...then look thought those photos that the both of you had?...once in a while cry when u suddenly miss his love?...his voice?....and those warm hug?....and miss the three words that the both of you share?....every things just seem to be gone....

Ok....getting a bit emo..=P...but then this is still my own opinion...so what can be done is still up to you...=)...Ying jie..one last words for you....since u already said that this is a stupid things...which cant the both of you work it out?.....i'm sure he is feeling the same too....if not..he will not have msg you those things le....=)

Knowing that you will be going oversea after 4 months, all of a suddenly how i hoped i can see you again...and tell you that i love you and will wait for you till you r back.....and today, i found somethings in my safe...these things should actually be given to you 3 months ago..on 27/08/07 at 12.20am...a card and a ring which I thought of putting it on for you when we patch back..but things just dont work it out....=(....i really wanted to patch back with you..but now....you seem happier without me..so why should i go and disturb your life!...to be frank....i really hoped that you would tell me that u wanted to be patch...like what i said...sometimes..guys also wanted to know if their belove will chase after them if he runs away...='(

2007-11-16T03:30:00.000+08:00

Alright..just got back...haha...just now went to accompany ying jie...as something happen between her and her BF...=(...
okie...let not talk about this...even thou their situation seem familiar to me...=(

haha..k..today slept till 4 plus..then wake up eat and bath...and of course before eating...i had already brushed my teeth...=D...then then then...after all this..i went to airport together with my mun they all...as they going to malaysia today...hohoho...=x

lol...hmm, u all can said that now i am lonely together with my 2nd brother...>.<
...it might sound as we have the whole house..but i am beginning to miss those noise they created to irritate me.....>.<''......haha...lol....

k la..nights and sweetest dreams guys...=)

ps: ying jie..don't think too much bah...cause this is the choice you chose...even thou i really don't understand why u rather take this path then the one leading to a more pleasant scenes....but since u had already decided....then i will support u...=).....anything call me okie...=D....

" "Is she still there?"...This is the question that simin asked me today...
And I replied,"I'm not sure, its as seem that she had long walked far away"
Then she asked again," Are you sure about it?"
I replied,"I'm not sure...that's why i had never left that place since then" "

WOW...long post...=x

2007-11-14T02:51:00.001+08:00

HALO>...haha..been quite long since i come to blog...>.<...haha...recently been quite busy la...but tagging will still be reply...hohoho....since the ending of my exam..i been crazying shopping around...went here and there...and i can assure that i had visited half of singapore ?...lol...but sure was fun for me...=P..then now i am damm happy to declare that i am BROKE....=(

haha..Alright..lol..today went to meet..hmm, yeong sheng..hoho...and u all know what...he bought me a BIG Toblerone chocolate...hehee...how nice and sweet right...lol..but then really thanks hur YS...=D

Then after that..went to meet ying jie they all...and again...talk rubbish to me again...lol...okok..i know i should'nt said that's a rubbish...=P....then sat there to chat till 10 plus and derek called me...after that went to meet them..hoho..what a happening life...=D...

Hmm..to be frank..i did not know that i was in demand...after my exam..all my friends just called me and keep asking me out...omg...now then i know..that i am popular among my friends....haha....and tomorrow i am going out again...>.<....hohoho.....k la..then i shall stop here...will blog again...=D

" 在思念裏掙紮 "